Amaya - WoT realism

uhh, sooo like my...4th realism pic evaaaa....no reference, only a crappy sketch before painting. and only ONE layer
How i like realism...(no, i'm not)
Soooo, she's Amaya, Izu's mother....ohh, she's 35. (No spoiler for you guys ) I was told that she must be a beautiful woman, so i tried my best.
I hate drawing womans. I hate drawing Realism. I hate red hair. I hate my flu. DX

I didn't intend to draw realism at first, but my hand moved on it's own :XD:
The bg was made of like 20 lines, it's only blurry bc i didn't want to make it full-realism, and i was lazy to work on it (I love you gaussian blur tool )

Took like....i have no idea. i started it yesterday, but i didn't wored too much on it, bc i'm ill, and had to sleep

Tools:
Photoshop CS2
Lotsa tea and medicine
winamp 5.35

No takey my makey!!!!!!1111eleventeen111!!!!