I Love You

 There's so many emotions that I have. So many unspoken words I wish I could let you hear, so much love I wish I could let you feel. That deep pain in my heart, it's killing me. Eating me from the inside out. Every night I cry silently. I sob and wail in my mind as the tears burn down my cheeks. I cry because I wonder why I still love you. Yet, as much as your hurt me, I can't seem to forget you.

It's like you never cared. Never once bothered to ask me how I feel, or what was wrong. Not even to tell me you love me. I hate you. I hate you for everything you've ever done, for all you've ever said. I hate you for making me love you so, and making me miss you 'till my heart exploded. I hate you because of all the pain you've caused me. I want to hurt you, I want to let you know what damage you've done to me, make you understand.

Wow.. I was feeling a bit.. ah.. let's call it depressed?

Yeahh..

Agh, kak man