Life is good. Work is hard. It’s almost the end of summer and the end of my internship. This has been my first real experience with a real full time job. It feels great to be moving out of the school phase of my life and into the working phase but at the same time I feel a little depressed about it. Not because I’ll miss school. Far from it. I am getting sick of school! But I’ve found that having a full time job that mostly involves sitting on your butt in front of a computer all day can be quite draining. I’m often so tired by the end of the day that what free time I do have, I don’t want to spend on the computer. Which means my personal projects like ZMT and PaperDemon.com don’t get as much attention as they used to.
I am pretty sure that it’s just that I’m not used to working 40 hours a week. Once I get in the right rhythm I’ll probably find myself with more energy to work on projects.
I still have one last year of school left. I will be working part time during the school year. I think I may find myself with more time and energy to work on my personal projects. So basically until I adjust to ‘working life’ I think this coming semester may be my last chance to make real progress on my projects for a while.
I can’t take on anything new. From now on, anyone who approaches me about any sort of project, whether it be a flash project, art request, website design, I will just have to say no. For the first time in my life I’m saying ‘no.’ I have this problem where I get really excited about projects and say ‘yes’ to every opportunity that comes at me, whether or not I have the time for it. Now I don’t even have as much time for the project that matters to me most, PaperDemon.com. And I feel that I can’t take on any new projects until I’ve finished what I’ve started with ZMT and Surviving Together. So regretfully, I am closed to any new requests, commissions, etc. indefinitely.
I was also in a rush to get married and start a family after finishing school but I think Mike and I may delay having kids until I’m 30. I will be 23 in September.
On the upside, now that I have a job I feel really confidant going into my last year of school. I have a dream job and am learning new things that I couldn’t learn anywhere else. I don’t have to worry about sending my portfolio everywhere trying to find a job. All I have to concentrate on is graduating. And that’s a really great feeling.
In other news, I’ve finally got my hands on some real music software. I bought Reason. I’m still trying to get the hang of it though. It’s not the most user-friendly program out there. But I’ve signed up for a workshop being held next weekend. So as soon as I get the hang of this program I can start posting more of my music. I’ve been holding off on posting music because I haven’t been happy with the software and sound fonts that have been available to me. I wanted to wait until I had something better to work with so that my music would sound just the way I want it to.
Oh and by the way, I performed on an actual stage yesterday. I performed at the Shoreline Amphitheatre on a real stage. I feel so special. Granted it was for a private event for the company I work for, but still. I still get bragging rights.
Later, BogusRed fans!
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