Basically, what the title says: me rambling.

A few updates on my stories, art and blah, coupled with the occasional mental breakdown.

Yup yup yup. You should really be warned that my sanity sometimes takes a break mid-sentence.

Teeny note to self: come here more often.

Well then, I doubt anybody will read this, but I feel the need to update nonetheless.

Writing at these pet sites is awesome. I've already improved, just from knowing that I need to write, and that my writing is needed.

Speaking of writing, I should have a fan-fic to post in a short while. It's based off of — shocker here — a pet site.

In other news, the medication has thus far proven a success. I'm a lot calmer; and there don't appear to be any downsides that I've noticed.

My hamster passed away several days ago, which was sad. It put me into a bit of a slump, but I think I've recovered. I find myself still going to where her cage was, and then remembering that she isn't there anymore. xD

Now then, I think I'll be off!

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I sooo need to update this.

I'm now a writer at… *Counts* three pet sites, with the possibility of four. Uhhh, yeah, it's an interesting story, so here's the short of it:

Was hired at one, then another, then head writer lady left and asked for me to be a writer, and then there's the possibility of the fourth site. Yaaay. You're all caught up!

I've got a few character ideas I'm about to start work on soon, and I'm still touching up those WIPs I posted a while ago.

I went to a psychiatrist, and now I'm on some medication. So far, it seems to be working great, but only time will tell, right? o:

I recently started playing Mario Golf again. Oh lawd. I'm hooked.

And on one final note, I seriously need to start writing those stories again~ *Head-desk*

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Well, Drawing Day weekend has come and gone, and I have to say, it has had the same effect on me as many other people: motivation.

Let me elaborate, since I was just about as detailed as the information on Roswell that the government has released. Drawing day was a great motivation to draw, and it's really re-envigorated me to do so. On the 6th, I think, I had a major depression episode, and pretty much said to myself that I was going to stop everything. Writing, artwork, programming… All of it. (Yay for inferiority complex, huh? [9_9])

However, that has passed (thank goodness. Depression sucks. [>_>]), and now I'm really getting back into artwork. (I was before, but now even more so.)

I'd drawn a ton more things for Drawing Day that I didn't get a chance to even scan-in. I had to leave for therapy. It might've been my last visit, too, as I just can't tell some random person I know nothing about all my issues and stuff. It's just sort of impossible. xD

Still going through with applying for artist for the pet site. I'm really hesitant, as I can't stand the thought of letting a ton of people down, but as long as I don't have another major bipolar emotion freak-out too soon, I should be fine.

Now, I'd like to take this moment to thank Susie (BogusRed) for everything she's done for us. PaperDemon is a wonderful art site — by far my favorite out of all the ones I frequent.

Susie, you rule. [^_^]

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Note to self: STOP PROCRASTINATING ON EVERYTHING.

That is all.

Okay, not really.

I've figured out why I get such sudden mood swings. I'm bipolar!

No, I'm not kidding. I checked Wikipedia (which I know isn't really perfectly reliable, and I will check other resources) and I pretty much fit bipolar perfectly. [o__o] Aside from the whole outgoing and daring thing… maybe. I'm not sure if that was referring to determined to make new, interesting, or otherwise complex things (which I love to do), or to enjoying going out. Which I do not like to do.

I'm working on… three pieces that should be uploaded within three or four weeks, and just about to start on another new artwork. x3

I've cleaned-up my dA, so with that off of my to-do list, I can really focus on editing Rosebud's Story, and generally having fun. Knowing why I've been semi-suicidal (though about it but never attempted anything), having mood swings, etc. is a big load off my back, as well. (It's somewhat comforting knowing that you're not insane.)

Alright, I'm off to, as the first line instructed me to do, stop procrastinating. :3

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Okay. More updates.

Finished B.D.'s first artwork, which is now in my Gallery. Whoot! Plus, I think it might be exclusive to PaperDemon for a while. The other art sites I go to… meh. :/

Stories, fan-fics or otherwise, are coming along at a… slow, but at least not stopped pace. [>>;]

Skipping sleep = funny fun fun. |D *Continues hallucinating*

B.D. was really rather fun (pardon my using the same word twice in near-succession) to draw. I really need to draw more of the other characters in the story -- I can picture them mentally perfect. Now I just need to get them on paper.

I might be getting a job, of sorts. Basically, a volunteer artist position at a pet site that recently suffered from it's second major failure in the last few years. They have really few artists, and I was planning on becoming an artist there before, but it sadly fell through the cracks.

Basically, there was a miscommunication, and the site was unplugged. The latest backup the admin has of the site is three months old, and all other information was erased completely. I've also offered my skills in other fields, so I don't know how busy I might be in the future if this all works out. This should be fun. (At least I didn't use it in near-succession again. [>,>])

I recently downloaded a nifty little program called AceHTML. Now, I usually work in just Notepad, which is fine considering I rarely make typos in programming, but there's always that one time that you accidentally misspell "body" as "bopy." [>_<]

Until later, I suppose that's all. xD;

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(And I use that as my title way too much. [>>;])

Basically, just a few updates so that one person or so who is unfortunate enough to be bored out of their mind, and thus resorting to reading this for entertainment, has something to pass the time.

• I've finished a little character... thing. I really like her. She'll be a part of one of my more dark stories.
• Haven't even touched my fan-fic. No motivation + forcing self to edit story = NOT GOOD COMBINATION.
• Depression is prominant right now. No clue why. Just suddenly started doubting whether or not I'm a good person and then I got all blah. Oh joy of magical winged flying joys named "Mr. Fluffikens." [TT]
• I've been multi-tasking a lot of what I'm doing. I've got... 3 coding requests to finish, and I'm free. Except for those 15 or so artworks I said I'd do. *Collapses*

Life is just typical and boring. But at least I updated you a bit on my status and... whatever else I remember to yap on and on about.

Also, the finished character artwork will be posted hopefully within a few days. Scanned her in, opened it up in the GIMP, made the lineart level, and wouldn't you know it, I accidentally started drawing the new lineart on the original, scanned-in image instead of on the new lineart layer. I'm brilliant. Yeah, that just sort of made me go "Bah, I'll get to it later."

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