Is Mah Blog

Is just a blog. Whatever happens to spew from my mind at the time will wind up on this blog in one way or another.

I'm running out of things to do with myself. Days are going too slow for me.

I kind of think I'm losing the will to draw. ...Mm, maybe I'm not losing the will. But it's certainly getting harder and harder to see all of the things I'm doing wrong.

I keep thinking I need guidance. I can't figure out what's wrong with me. Everything I do just seems to suck. My life is just stuck in a rut. I have nothing to draw. I have no desire to, either. I don't want to read, or write, or even watch movies (which is what I do when I REALLY need something to do.). I don't even want to crawl into bed and die like I usually do.

I've just been doing those things too much, I think. I need something new. It doesn't even have to be particularly thrilling. Just new. I'm so bored. I don't know what to do anymore.

I feel kind of lost, too. But I don't know why. Man, I'm just all fucking depressed. I hate it. I just suck right now. That must be it. It isn't the fact that everything I do sucks, it's just me. I suck.

I suck a lot.

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