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Is just a blog. Whatever happens to spew from my mind at the time will wind up on this blog in one way or another.

School was cancelled!!  Yaay!  Somebody up there loves me after all! 

But, sadly, I have no Valentine.    Except for my stuffed moose.  I wish I could remember his name.    He disappeared from me for like, three months, and I finally found him, but I can't remember what I called him!  I think the name was Italian...hrmm...some Valentine I am.  I'm sure I'll remember sooner or later.  I'll call him Hans for now.

I'm really bored.  I seem to be in a drawing slump, too.  My almost-realism breakthrough was very shortlived, and I'm back to cutesy cartoons that would make Koge Donbo explode.

But people tell me that my figure drawing's getting better.  That's always good, I suppose.

*sigh*  I've still been thinking about my future.  I can't seem to come up with a good decision.  It all seems lose-lose to me.  I'm not even sure about my career choice right now.

Folks tell me to have faith in my dreams, but how do I know being a Character Designer's really a dream, and not just a passing teenager fad thing?  Le sigh.  Woe is me.

Some Valentine's Day, huh?    And you know?  I still wished the mouth on the smiley wiggled.  Maybe I'll ask BogusRed about it.  One of these days.  Too lazy right now.

I'm still stuck on that stupid boss in Donkey Kong.    Will it ever end?  Probably not.

Do people actually read these?    Impressive.  I wonder who all does.

And you can comment?    Cool!  You readers of mine should leave me comments.    I'm too much of a wussy to whine on the forums, but any and all comments are appreciated.  Maybe you guys can help me.  Or you can tell me to shut up.    But that wouldn't do much good.  You're the one reading, and it's not like I'm making you.

GaiaOnline is full of wankers.  ...Well, it's true.  Who'd kill themselves over not getting a Valentine?  Gosh.

Oh, I see now.  This feature's still being played with.  You can't leave comments.  Not yet, anyway.  Maybe in the future.  That'd be cool.  But until now, you can't even see the smileys...I wonder if BogusRed knows that.    Maybe I should go tell her.

I'm not a very good Beta/Mod, am I?    Damn.  It's a wonder I still have this job.

*dances to Madonna* I wanna TAKE YOU THERE!    You know, I always forget if the smiley has an 'S' at the end or not.    Every time I use it, I have to look it up.  Maybe one of these days, I'll remember.

So much remembering...and maybe-ing. 

I'm still bored.  I should be working, though.  I have a lot to get done, and just no will to do it.  Biology homework (genetics.  ACK.), an Italian project, that stupid entry of mine for the Golden Wing Competition, Super Mod, I still have some house-cleaning left to do.  *sigh*  And I have a headache.

"listens to Marcy's Playground now*  I smell sex and - candy, heeeeere!  Word, yo.

I'm sleepy.  I guess I'll go now.  Get started on my To-Do list.  Later.

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Today I started a project in Italian about the Carnival of Venice, or the Carnivale di Venezia.  Whichever you prefer.    I'm putting together a project (it's a group project, but the guy I'm working with...well, I doubt we'll be talking much.    We're both so quiet!) about the history of the costumes.

Yay!

So, if you happen to know anything, or know a friend of a friend of the hairdresser of someone who knows, or know a website that can help, all will be appreciated.  I wanna get a good grade.  My inner perfectionist. 

Speaking of school, I've been thinking about what I'm going to do with my life.  I'm kind of rethinking things and questioning myself about the future I have planned for me - do I really want to go into video games?  Be a Character Designer at Square?  That's an awfully specific goal, and it'll be really hard to achieve with my limited resources.  I'm worried.  I've been thinking of going to TCTC (Trumbull Career and Technical Center.) for my Junior and Senior year of High School.  10th graders are given that option.  It's not like I'm dropping out of High School, I guess.  I'm just...going to a Tech school my last two years.  I want to study Interactive Multimedia.  They do animation and all that good stuff that I might need.  But what if it does mostly stuff I don't need?  I've been there twice, but I didn't get to stay in the Multimedia room very long.

But I don't want to stay at Girard High, either.  It sucks here.   I'm in an Arts pathway (pathway = this...course plan that gives you certain classes based on whatever field it's about.  There's an Honors pathway for the super smart kids, Arts & Communications, Engineering, College Prep, and all sorts of other stuff.), but I haven't had a single art class yet.  How stupid is that?!  *sigh*  What do I want to do with myself?

I need a vacation. 

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I haven't talked about any of my favorite video games yet, have I?!  Well, that's certainly not good! 

I love video games.  I really do.  I'm not really that picky about them, either.  I just tend to not like to try new things. 

So, let's see.  I have a really long list of games I've played, an even longer list of games I've watched somebody else (usually Cherry) play, and when you narrow it down to games I've beaten...well, that's a really short list, sadly.

I could probably tell you every game I've ever beaten right now.    Oh, man.  Let's see if I can.

1. Final Fantasy IX
2. American McGee's Alice
3. Kingdom Hearts I
4. Kingdom Hearts II
5. Zelda: A Link to the Past
6. Kingdom Hearts: Chain of Memories

Aaaand, I think that's it.    Wow.  I thought I had more.  I need to play more video games.

But speaking of which, I'm working on a couple games right now.  Particularly Final Fantasy V, and Donkey Kong 2: Diddy Kong's quest.  I love my SNES, I really do.  And the Game Boy Micro I got for Christmas.  It's so shiiineeey.

Final Fantasy V's been lots of fun!  I love Galuf so much.    My crazy old geezer.  He hauls ass on the battle field, too.  But, believe it or not, my strongest character is - Princess Lenna!  This is a HUGE shocker, especially considering I don't even like her!    But she's not in my party right now, which angers me, because my other characters kind of suck a lot.    Oh, jeez.

And Diddy Kong's Quest...I hate to say it, but it's HARD!    I'm in the third world, and I was stuck in the second to last level before the boss battle for like, three months.  But then, I beat it!  Earlier in the week!    Now...I'm stuck on the boss battle.  *falls over* Will I ever win?

Chain of Memories was a pain in the butt to beat, too.  I couldn't beat Ansem!  Ansem!  All the battle, I was yelling at Riku!  The one time in the game he has to suck!  I went up six levels before I fought the battle that finally won the game.  How pathetic.  But Riku's still way better than Sora when it comes to fighting.   I stand by that.  Riku can run.  And he has way better reflexes than Sora. 

Not much else I can say, I guess.  I think those are the only two games I'm playing right now.  But I will be playing Zelda: A Link to the Past again (as soon as I get it back!  I let someone borrow it, and I'm worried I may never see it again!) because I'm writing a recap for it.  I may post it on PD, too, if I like it.  I'm trying to make it funny, but it's kinda hard to make it all that amusing since most of it is dungeons and pointless meandering.  I'm trying though.

Well, until next time!!

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Wow, lookit who's back!    Yes, it's me again.  Oh noes!

What's that?  Why was I gone you ask?  Well, I'll tell you!

I was grounded.  T_T;  Pathetic, I know.

But, it's true.  I violated my curfew and got 3 days of no computer.  Le sigh.  Woe is me.  And I'll tell you what, it was hard!  I'm a computer junkie.  It sounds weak, I know, but my life really surrounds this Windows XP POS...thing!  *hugs her computer*  I don't care how crummy it is, or how angry it makes me sometimes.  I wuv it.

So, let's see...what happened these past few days to me?  Oh yes.

1. My school was closed Monday and Tuesday!  It was too cold!  Wind chill was like, below 8 bajillion Fareinheit!  Ohio has it's advantages.  But sadly, I could not enjoy it because I was computer-less... I'm so weak.

2.  Hmm...well, I angsted a lot...but that's not fun to talk about.

3. Oh!  I was indirectly called a lesbian today!  Ah, yes, that was funny.  A (kinda sorta) friend of mine is openly bisexual, and everyone and their mother seems to know she (was?) dating a girl.  Well, I roleplay with her and another friend of mine.  We write stuff in this notebook and pass it amongst each other at school.  Well, on my way to 3rd period, I happened to have the notebook and saw her, so I finished writing what I needed to, called her to get her attention, handed her the notebook, said, "Here you go.", nodded, and walked away.  THAT'S IT.  No fooling.  Well, as I was walking, I heard a couple of older girls go, "Is that her girlfriend? UGCH, it's so weird saying that!  (Liek, OMG!)"  It might NOT have been toward me, but really, what're the odds?  It really threw me off. xD  How can handing a notebook to someone make me come off as gay?  Strange thoughts, I swear it.

(Just to let you all know, I'm not a lesbian, but I don't mind their existence. xD No prejudices here, okay?)

4. Anna Nicole Smith died!  Awww...

I think that's really it.  Oh, and I played a lot of Final Fantasy V.  I swear, it's by far the weirdest one I've played yet.  xD In the span of about 20 hours, I've traveled to 3 different planets, beat the ultimate boss twice, and have used at least 5 different modes of transportation on the World Map, not including just walking.    Not to mention I was betrayed because of Faris!!  I won't tell you how, in case you haven't played it yet, but Yaoi fans, you're all in for a deep disappointment.

And my favorite character died.  How sad is that? 

Oh!  And another one!  I GOT MY FIRST COMMISION!! Wheee!!!  Oh my goodness, I'm so happy!  A friend of mine (not a PD member) asked me to draw a picture of the guy she's been...well, kinda stalking, (xD) for the past few years.  Her brother's friend.  We decided that the price of the picture will depend on the final outcome's quality, but we're guessing maybe 10 bucks if I color it and make it pretty!  Which is niiiice!!   She gave me total creative freedom, too, so I'm drawing him as a Princely Knight kinda guy.

He has a really nice ass.    I'm kinda proud of it.  I may post the final copy.

But, all in all, that's about it.    So I guess I'll see you around!

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