jumbled non words - Chapter 1

So many things I want to say
So many- too many, but
The words they-
They never come
I open my mouth and they never come

Garbled, mixed and mashed
Around in my head they crash
But I open my mouth and they
They never come

Pouring into my heart and soul
Spun around like a mixing bowl,
But I open my mouth and they
They never come

Once in awhile one will tumble
Free, Free from my mouth it stumbles
but I open it again and they
they never come

They are eating away inside of me
but they
they never come