Dreaming of a Dream- Portfolio 2008 - Chapter 2

(pixie)

I have some things you need to know
That I hate to keep inside
Things that make me laugh and cry
That I don't want to hide
Thoughts of you and your ways
Make my pulse infused with Adrenaline
Whenever I lay eyes on you
It all feels like a rendezvous
But its one Id like to see again


The few encounters we've shared,
Whisper in my dreams
And send shivers down my spine
Dreams of fascination, that end abruptly
Beneath the suns blinding glare
Things that can happen everyday,
become a dream of mine.


The little squeaks you make when you laugh,
The way your hair drifts in front of your eyes
When you spot me enjoying your company


Sights of you burn into my soul
Along with hopes and fears
I question myself and wonder
About these last Three years


Three years since that magic day,
That made me look at you and want to say...


Three words...


Three words that could change our lives...

Youth sat in on me at the moment
But I wanted to embrace you,
Kiss you,
Know your dreams!


And here I am
Once again
To try to not fall apart
To accept the now dusty invitation
The keys into your heart


Please forgive my nervousness,
Three years is a long wait
We've all changed mentally and physically
And your aura just intimidates


But I love you! And I want you!
You make my life complete
I feel blessed that I get to see you everyday
In all that's lovely, and beautifully petite


On a daily basis I get lost in your eyes,
Reflections on the Teal surfaces
And your gentle movements
As you do your things that need to be done.


I refuse to be afraid of rejection,
No more tears of past regrets
I'm looking toward the future
Saving things I won't forget


No more fears


No more hiding


I love you
And I hope you love me back