a virgin to the pain but still longing for release slowly i begin to cut; slowly i take another piece i know this is wrong, but oh it feels so good. and oh it hurts so bad but i wouldnt stop if i could. this blade so sweet and so sharp cuts so very deep and i enjoy the beauty of watching the blood seep. another cut another wound one more memory another cry another tear, you'll never hear me as my world blurs all i can see is you and i can only wonder are you thinking of me too? so goodbye to you and all the things ive seen goodbye to my family and everything i could have been.