I dont know what it is but when I see you, I get this feeling in the pit of my stomach; this feeling in my heart. You make my heart flutter and my brain freeze I have never felt this way before, but then a dark and terrifying realization that you dont see me. I have seen you with her and this makes me cry. I cry thinking maybe I can never have that with you. I just wish I could tell you, but the fear of rejection is too great. A storm rages between my heart and my fear. Either I can tell you or I live with it. Live with the thought of what it would've been like. If I dont tell you, I will always think; Would we have been together? I want to be the object of your passion but it's hopeless and you leave me feeling frozen