Aishiteru

Posted Feb 21, 2015, 9:53:40 PM UTC

"I know I can be hard to love…difficult, even. And I’m sorry for that. I forget that I’m allowed to be soft, that I’m allowed to be vulnerable, and that I can tell you things. I’m so used to keeping it all inside and letting it hurt me, and ignoring it when it does. I forget that I can ask for help when I finally decide to try and fix the things that are broken in my head. I know that…I can’t always hold the weight of the world on my shoulders and that it’s okay to ask for some help when it starts to hurt. I know I forget all this…but I want to thank you for being patient. I want to thank you for gently reminding me that…every once in a while, it’s okay to let my guard down. And I know sometimes I forget to say it, but…I love you."


Lupin holds a lot inside and sometimes forgets that it's okay to not always be strong around the people close to her. It's a bit hard, though, at times, because the ones she loves are often the ones that hurt her the most. It takes her a while to adjust to the idea of letting people in completely, even with that risk at high alert in her head.

But when she says "I love you," she doesn't just say it to say it, she actually means it. A lot. And she doesn't say it often. For her, it's difficult to admit it out loud, but when she says it, taking it to heart would be an ideal thing to do. It's hard to earn her love, but very easy to lose it.

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