Practice your inking skills and develop positive drawing habits for 30 XP per drawing. Inktober. Oct 1 - 31
For a month and 10 Days fear is all I've been seeing. Inwordly with myself fear of not doing enough, of my health insurance screwing up on me, of when Marieangel04 will or won't comment and fear of her attacking me verbally, Fear of my depression and anxiety, being scared of my wedding and all the planning, Fear my grandma or even fiance will die before the wedding comes, And thats not even the outwordly stuff in which Trump is making everyone my mother included fear for the wrost, and fear of WWIII, of getting bombed, and so so much more.
I hate that all I'm seeing is fear, I want to change that, and I have an idea how. but I needed to vent this, to see for myself my emotions on the screen drawn out, to see how far I've fallen to be able to get back up again.