All the wasted tears, all the fear.
Why am I still here, broken things, the fear.
Don't need a heart, whats the use.
Why am I still here,dead heart,no feel.
why am I here...
- 2009 -
I think someday I am going to go back over those horrible bricks.
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I'll answer each question,
My Goals:
I wanna expand into everything, fantasy,elves,dragons, and anything else I an get my greedy paws on, although I seem to be stuck doing anthros, and landscapes behind them, I'm obessed with my character.. I need to learn more, see more, but not sure how too. I feel that I may go crazy before I have the chance.I'm not sure if I could do it for a living, its very hard for me to make these actually, even if it looks easy. I stress out to the point of being sick, but maybe not as much if I only knew more, understood more, but the only person I can seem to understand is myself, no one has ever been able to explain anyting to me, I learn in such a werid way that I never made it through school. I droped out and then discovred I could draw. I've just not got the strength, and completed my basic education, it took me a long time to recover from those evil days at school so long ago.
Plans,Artschools:
I've never been to any art class(except maybe.. 8th grade, and ..4th grade, but I don't even remember those classes, corse I always remember what I learned in them), or art school of any kind, I do what feels natural or teach my self, and read. I've found that observation is the best friend you have... I've been at this 3 years now.. I think I wish to go to art school but not sure what for in it.. Every person who has been to collage, or already been a artist for al ong time has either looked down on my stuff, pointed out everything wrong, or told me it looked horrible. The last one I remember told me they basically hated my work and that I would never improve. now I Try not to remember that, but that particular sentence seems to come into my head often, but the person was right about a lot of things.. other then that they were a complete jerk. I've like been weary of wanting to go to a collage for art, cause of the people I've met from them >.>
Other then that I'm not sure what to do... I do think I should go, or I will regret it. .since it seems to be the only thing I can do, or do better then most other people.
I had to stare at the crappy sketch of this for a long time trying to figure out what to do.
Finally after a very long time I picked it up again and then would take brakes and continue working till it was as done as I could get it.
Thanks for the advice.. -=^_^=- and taking the time to say something.