I don't imagine he does typically. But he isn't experiencing these things just for himself, he's experiencing them for Alice who didn't get to. So he tries a lot harder with stuff like this, so he can see it through to the end and get the fullest experience.
Unfortunately, I don't have the full story out, but there are pieces of it littered in the descriptions of the various pieces of him on here. For context, Alice is a child he cared for that passed away.
Unfortunately, I don't have the full story out, but there are pieces of it littered in the descriptions of the various pieces of him on here. For context, Alice is a child he cared for that passed away.