• I might be leaving... or might not be

    Nekoyoujo
    Jan 25, 2009, 10:12:43 PM | 1 minutes

    This is place seems to be a waste of time. There's nothing and no one here.

    I like the features of some things, but there's no community going on.

    I might slowly come on until i just fade off all on my own.

    The only person i'll be losing is ZombieIrish ZombieIrish

    Your art is awesome ,girly! Keep it up! I love your yuri!

    Alot of things this place annoy me tho. I'm starting to let go of inactive sites. I left SA.N a few days ago. This place is just as bad as there.

    I'll see y'all around!

  • Left SA.N, Joined Manga Bullet

    Nekoyoujo
    Jan 23, 2009, 1:00:32 AM | 1 minutes

    I've left SA.N because nothing's going on with that site at all. It was bond to happen sooner or later. I want to get something out of displaying my time in effect ,and that place is spider-webs...and even the spiders left.

    I joined
    MANGA BULLET, and if all goes well it will be my new secondary site. I have to yet to upload anything. I'll get around to it soon, tho.

    R.I.P. SA.N

    I already have 7 art sites. The number remains 7 because i joined one and left one. Busy bee ,i am.

  • Uploading art/ Drawing/ Running out of stuff

    Nekoyoujo
    Jan 16, 2009, 12:06:29 AM | 1 minutes

    Uploading Oldies Just Colored

    I'll be uploading old stuff on my art sites that i've colored. It's not that old, but i have new stuff ,so it is old.

    Recent Drawings

    I've been drawing zOMG crack of my misadventures with this ring whore,and other zOMG related stuff. Web browser games still piss me off ,folks. HORRIBLE lag.

    I'm gonna try to draw more skin suits ,nagas (and other mythos), and PRON!

    I'm running out of art stuff.

    I'm on my very lost TOE now... So if you talk to me and i'm depressed ,suicidal, or just overall insane you know why. I'm gonna do crappy digital shit until i get more paper and stuff. If you wanna donate to help me keep with lil sanity i have I'll accept it. Art stuff or money is fine.

    Call it 'begging' and degrade me if you want ,but last i checked 'Ask and tho shall receive' applies to stuff like this. If no one knows there's a problem how can if get fixed?

  • Bleh.. gut spill of the week.

    Nekoyoujo
    Jan 11, 2009, 2:06:28 AM | 1 minutes

    Ok.. i didn't go to class this week ,so i'm going next week. Jeez. I seriously meant to go Thursday ... Oh well. No turning back.

    I think I'm developing a taste for beer. YUCK! I hate beer! I know it's good for you tho. Really, there's alot of medic good behind beer. Look it up.

    I'm almost out of drawing poper... so that means i'll either go insane, do superly crappy digital work...or both. *la sigh* I don't have any money. I don't have anything to sell. I'm just sunk.

    I'm gonna start collecting plastic along with cans. We drink plastic bottle drinks in the house ,so no reason for that to go to waste. I haven't been out for cans in awhile be it's warming alil. On the next warm day i might go out and get some.

    I take donations ,btw! Art paper ,color pencils, monet ,etc! Please give to the poor *big puppy eyes*

  • Happy New Year! My 08 look back (short)

    Nekoyoujo
    Jan 1, 2009, 3:09:57 AM | 1 minutes

    Year reflection:

    Things that changed this year:

    Moved
    Got a job (for a day. XD )
    We got cable AND internet on at the same time for the first time in a year or 2.
    I cry less
    I let people know how i feel easier


    Things I started that will go on into this year:

    Tring to be more positive
    Using different art styles
    I started back getting my GED
    Going out more
    I get less butthurt our internet-idiots.
    Continue learning different languages (main focus: Japanese, Spanish)



    Things for this year:

    Get my GED (some time in Spring)
    Get a job (for more then a day)
    HUGH all character look over and REVAMP - BIG TASK
    Make AMVs on the regular (however often that is)
    [Maybe] Do more family related stuff: Call, Visit, etc.
    Flex and excursive - maybe get some tapes. I don't need to lose weight i need to get in shape.

    A site related goal already in the works - Redo all profile stuff ,as much as possible. For sites with CSS i'll be doing that, too.

    Art goals:

    Start projects - Pop'n Music donjinshis
    Start projects - Alice in Wonderland pic series or doujinshi
    [Maybe] Redo old projects
    Color ALOT of shit backed up from last year

    My best art of 08 (a few) :

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  • I got XMAS gifts!

    Nekoyoujo
    Dec 23, 2008, 12:32:38 PM | 2 minutes

    I haven't gotten Xmas persents in a long time! This is the best Xmas in a long time. My mom's in social work so they gave her toys to past out. I got out a big Snoopy doll. Originally i got it out for the headphone is it. It came with a radio...i threw it out. It was one of the scan ones that still apply to the late 80s. I remember how much i love Snooppy so i'm keeping the doll too. It has alil Woodstock on his head! I got out a glass checkers/ chess set... that was more for the safety of the others then myself. The first she'll give out to is her grandkids and only one of them is over 8 ,which is how only you have to be to have it. The one that is over 8 has my nephews to deal with. They'll get a hold of it and hurt themselves ,sooner or later either way. I got out a gumball bank ,but the candy is nasty. I haven't tried the gum yet. The rest of the toys will go to the lil ones.

    I hope mom doesn't think that's enough tho. I do alot around here ,and i don't ask for much just for myself for needless gain. She gonna have to come out-of-pocket for me! I want a new tv, a new radio, and some more headphones. Some art supplies would help alot ,too. I'm hoping some family and friends will get me some art stuff, but i seriously doubt it. A few of the DO know i do art stuff, but it's understandable they won't think about me sence i don't say anything...or see alot of them often. The ones i see on a reg you'd think i might get something from ,but hey... *shrug* I'm thankful for what i have. I'm thankful i got something ,period!

    Merry Xmas!

    P.S. : I really don't know if there's gonna art this year. Sorry.

  • My Xmas list for those doing requests!

    Nekoyoujo
    Dec 15, 2008, 10:20:13 PM | 4 minutes

    Something for artists AND writters!

    Adult rated and general are accepted.

    Well, people seem to be in a giving mood, so i have a request for any artist wanting to do some art request gift giving! Draw any of my characters! I have over 50 ,so it's agood wide range of picking for you! If you know know which one you wanna do ,or you don't want to do all the work of looking that ones i really want are:

    Jigoku - adult - girly boy, sometimes cross dresses, wears fishnet and leather (and lace) on occassions ,gay ,and wants kids ,is good with kids, male - mother, prince and king
    Jigoku - kid - prince, playful, naive, loyal (yeah ,he's good for shouta if that's what you wanna know)
    Jigoku Jr - kid [ with or without Zom. D. ] - realistic but kind (yeah ,she can be kinda serious for a kid), loves to take is stray things (that's part of how she got Zom. D.), tomboy, princess
    Kikyo - male - alil on the manly side for a pretty boy, cross dresses, gender nautral dress, manly dress (suits), male - mother, traveler
    Kikyo - female - naive, cute, hates bras, loves to cook and eat, giving, kind, easy to get mad when someone disrespects her friends, hates bullies, big boobs
    Ishtara - naga or legs - non-pregnant - usually a bad attitude, eyes always covered, flat chested, likes to kill, eats people (mostly adults)
    Hawthorne - manly, muscular, long yellow hair, bi, will sleep with men females cuntboys but won't sleep with dickgirls ,badass "thug" type, likes to dance all sexy drink and do extasy at parties, is a night club slut, has alot of priecings, no tattoos

    Istara in Sweeney Todd fan-form is accepted!


    Of coruse there's more i would want but those are the only ones i have enough of drawn for good ref. If you're interested in a different character ,lemme know and i'll draw you a ref sheet.

    ~

    If you don't like doing original ,for whatever reason here are some fanart requests:

    MZD, NICKEY, Goku Sotus Kun - Pop'n Music
    Ryoko - Tenchi Muyo
    Ken - Digimon
    Roy Mustang - Fullmetal Alchemist (that's right! Roy -motherfuckin'- Mustang!)
    Dark, Diasuke - DNAngel
    Yui - CCS
    Hinata - Naruto
    Eli (Eriol (?) ) - CCS
    Faust, Yoh - Shaman King
    Lust - FMA
    Tails (Sonic)

    ~

    Couples I'd like, if you wanna do that:
    Note: You can change the genders of the fanart characters (the one's that don't have "(mine)" not to them) at will EXCEPT Yami (Atemu) ,and Goku Sotsu Kun.

    Konji (mine) & Lust (FMA)
    Kikyo - female (mine) & Alex Armstrong (FMA)
    ED/ Roy (FMA)
    Goku Sotsu Kun (PnM) & Jigoku (mine)
    Yugi/ Yami (or Atemu) - YuGiOh
    Sonic /Tails - Sonic
    Jigoku (mine) & NICKEY (PnM)

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    NOW - For you writters!

    Everything still applies, but here are some themes to write by ,for you.

    I donno what you do with a single person ,so if you insist on writting i'd rather you do a couple.

    At least 2 pages is fine. You can make it as long as you want past that.

    Kikyo - female (mine) & Alex Armstrong (FMA)

    Kikyo wants a big family.. you can say how her and Armstrong make it, if you knwo what i mean!
    PG - 13 wise.. you have write about them on a date. Kikyo's shy about these things ,but she loves to eat.

    ED/ Roy (FMA)

    Well, i like my Ed/Roy to have a happy ending. I usually like them to biuld a relationship, but you can have them already together if you want.

    Goku Sotsu Kun (PnM) & Jigoku (mine)

    Goku is the domo (seme), and Jigoku is the sub (uke). Bondage!

    Yugi/ Yami (or Atemu) - YuGiOh

    I'll accept female Yugi ,for cute points. I like Yugi punk style ,and i like to go into bondage with it. Yami can be the sme ,but i like Yugi to be the cute domonation uke.

    Sonic /Tails - Sonic

    Female Tails is allowed! People seem to love doing that ,anyway. I like Sonic to be sort of mean ,and domonating over Tails. I also like Sonic to trick or bet Tails into doing stuff.

    Jigoku (mine) & NICKEY (PnM)

    Softcore molestation is fine. Surprise buttsex is also fine! I think of NICKEY as comedic, so i want him to be funny about the stuff. Jigoku being more "OMG!WTF?!" about it.

    ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

    If you're interested in any of this and want any refs lemme know!

    Ok, that's enough ,i think. I'll bet no one even reads this 'cuz they'll be like "Oh, it's just someone esle begging" ,but oh well. Never know what you'll get until you try!

  • Back online ,betchs!

    Nekoyoujo
    Dec 6, 2008, 4:07:03 AM | 4 minutes

    I'm back online at the house ,everyone!

    It's been about 4 months! I really missed you all!

    Surely, i didn't give mom the reaction she was expecting. I was happy to hear it was coming back on ,but i just don't wanna get my hopes up. She's getten the cable back on at the same time. I didn't have much reaction becuz it's been a year since we had cable and 4 months since we had internet so i'm use to not having them now. Plus ,stuff gets cut off ..but really i don't expect that happening too much anymore . If she can afford to get the cable and net back on then she's out of the hole ,hopefully. I really don't want her to jump the gun about this.

    I've been at the library ,as you all should know by now. The downtown library is so SHITTY! Alot of the  workers there are rude and fugly! It's a 4 story biulding and they only have a 1 stall bathroom on the 3rd floor, and 1 elevator - both of which break often. The biulding is old ,but you think as much as we pay in taxes they'd modify that shit! One guy in particualr was on a quest to kill any music buzz i was get with his "that's too loud" shit. I had in ear plug headphones! If it's too loud i would think so ,right? I wouldn't have to look at him anyway... but for the record, i just started turning the music down when he came in then turned it back up when i was sure he was gone.

    ~

    Some changes i've made over the time :

    Had a job for a day. XD
    Less whinning.
    I'm getting out more.
    Back in school to get my GED.
    I have 5 new irl friends.
    Video blogging (never thought i'd do that)
    I made a new Youtube, Vampire Freaks, and Darkstarlings - all Tatsuyoujo
    Added pictures to VF and DS
    Cleaned space on the computer
    Collecting can for money (yeah, i was serious about that)
    Started back to listening to the radio - my favorite station's back on!

    Things i will do in the near future (or may have already done by now ,or working on right now) :

    Learn "Crank that Megaman ( crunk version )" ,and "Crank that Micheal Jackson" .
    Join "imgoth.com" - Inuyoujo (becuz it reminds me of morbid beauties - god rest it)
    Make a new roleplay info site ,or at least got a new URL for the one i already have
    Make some AMVs (if the download problem's gone)
    Download more MMORPGs! XD

    Things planned in the later future :

    Get my GED some time in the spring.
    Get a job ,or go to some sort of other schooling ...or both.
    Learn to drive, ride a bike ,and/or learn to roller skate.
    Move out of this state

    ~

    Planned AMV:

    FMA to The Avalanches - Frontier Psychiatrist

    I wanna do stuff with FLCL and Outlaw Star ,but i'll see if that's possible later.

    ~

    The GED program i'm in is FAR different from the first one i was in. They have GED grad celebrations ,and a job placement program. I'm trying to get into it ,but i donno what i'm gonna to tell them when they ask me what i want to do for a living. There are ALOT of things i like to do ,but alot of them i have lil to no interest in doing FOR MONEY on a professional level. I'll do art commissions online or personal, but i'm not gonna work in something like advertising. I like to dance and "act" ,but i don't like dealing with people that much. One thing i know i really like is building and programing computers. Ill put together or take apart anything ,but computers aren't heavy ,noisy ,or dirty like ,say ,a car. I love to see how things work, in any case - and i wouldn't mind getting paid for that! I wouldn't mind doing crafting either ,but it's hard to get paid for something like that. That's like starting your own business. I might do it as a side thing ,but i can't as of right now.

    ~

    Well, i'm 20 and i don't know how to drive. I don't even have a bike or skates. I walk everywhere ,but that's gonna change soon enough. I might bug mom to teach me, or get me skates or a bike. When i learn how to skate i'm gonna get some skating outfits for the summer. XD I think i would've loved the 70s. Not alot of computers and stuff ,but I might have more friends so i would've managed somehow. I might know how to do some stuff if it was me back then. Oh well ,tho. I can have fun now and STILL have my mp3 player ,and such! XDDDD



    Looooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong post ,huh. I guess i'm excited then i thought. Anyway, i have long catch up chatting and roleplaying to do o i'll see y'all around!

  • I loved my birthday this year!

    Nekoyoujo
    Sep 12, 2008, 5:33:16 PM | 4 minutes

    Wow...just...wow.. I had a really good day! That pervious entry was written somewhere around 2 am ,and it's 11 pm now. I was totally dumbbed cuz i thought my birthday gonna be like the last few years: complete nothing. The phone went off today so i was like "Well... You can sit in this cave with NO net, NO cable AND NOW NO phone...or you can go do something. You don't need money to do everything in life."

     
    ...So i made a sign and went outside! XD Well, i made 3 signs.
     
    My 1st idea was to go into that neighboorhood next to our apartments with a sign pinned on me ,but i got too scared cuz it's full of ghetto niggas and shit. You know... the ones where the stereotype of "All black people have guns" come from. Not all black people have guns ,but what we refer to as "niggas" usually do. So i wimpped out, for my own safety.
     
    The 2nd sign was too small. Alot of people at that time were getting there kids from school ,and a wide magoritie of te people where on there cellphones.
     
    The 3rd sign was big ,but had the miss-spelling on it. I put "Hook for my brithday" instead of "Honk" (and birthday was spelled wrong ,too, but that was ok ). XD Oh, the inuendo... A few people still honked ,understand the miss-spelling ,but i got alot of weird stares. I'm use to that ,but i didn't that note to the miss-spelling until someone said something about it. I changed it ,but went back out. I got more weird stares even with the spelling corrected ,but then people started honking more. I was standing on a street corner ,so some of the people talked to me while they were at red lights. The people that talked to me were lolzy, it's just i couldn't hear alot of them over traffic. The bus drivers honked ,too. I yelled so much my throat kinda hurts. I yelled alot of "Thank yous" to people the honked ,with there windows down.
     
    The only speaific group of people that didn't honk were the police, but i hate the pigs ,anyway. Don't nobody around here like the police. (Yay bad grammar) I didn't see any firemen out.
     
    Before anyone says anything we don't dislike the police for no reason. Alot of them are rude and abusive JUST BECAUSE they're the police. I'm sure their are alot of good police officers out there ,but there just aren't many of them where I am. Everyone loves firemen ,tho. I don't know anyone that hates firemen just for being firemen ANYWHERE.
     
    There was a lady that didn't honk ,or anything...just just yelled at me about how dark my (mom's) shade were. I didn't hear her say "Happy Birthday"...but the fact that she saw my shades meant she saw the sign, but fuck her. XD A guy gave me $5 ,than tried to hit on me. I was like "lol ,no. Thx for the 5 bucks ,tho!" He was very nice to do that ,either way.
     
    Mom took me to eat at Chili's. The food there is good ,but there's not alot i can eat there ,cuz most of the food is spicy. We didn't know where esle to go ,tho cuz it was 7:40 when i got home and alot of places around here start closing around that time. The eat in places start closing at 11 tho, but i didn't think about that cuz i was kinda tired for standing all that time. I washed up a short shower and we headed out. I had chip with some badass spainsh & something dip and salsa (the appetizre(?) ) and my main was a smoked turkey sandwhich with tuckey soup. :3 The soup has chesse in it and i've been wanting cheese for a few days now. It was awesome soup. Then, a size piece of cheesecake with strawberry sauce!
     
    I'm very happy. I made lolz with my bad spelling. Alot of happy people honked and waved at me. I came back to the apt a few times to change the signs ,but over all i was standing outside for more than 4 hours. I went out to eat. Mom's gonna get me a game today or tomorow (hopefully). This was a good birthday. I'm glad I have a new good memory to help keep me sane. I loved seeing people smile ,and wave.
     
    Now it's past 12. Not my bday anymore ,but I don't stop celebrating until Monday.
  • Update with birthday stuff

    Nekoyoujo
    Sep 12, 2008, 5:28:00 PM | 3 minutes

    job stuff

     
    The hotels are full. no jobs. I'm gonna make these temp service people know i need work more urgently. If they can find me work i won't have to go to these other 3 temp places.
     
    That's it on that. That's short so ,i just wanted to get it out the way.
     
    birthday stuff
     
    I don't expact much. Money still hard to flow around here, but a "Happy birthday" or some sort of agknowlegdment is nice. I don't have alot of real life friends or anything. I only have 2 and only 1 really talks to me. Most of my friends are net friends, for right now. It's not a landmark brithday...maybe next year will be better. Even if i still don't have friends i might be able to go out and do something to celebrate. I don't go out much, not do to lack of money, there's just no where i really wanna go. Nowhere to go in this dead end city, but church. I don't go to church.
     
    My grandma might be taking out to eat this weekend. She has alot of health problems ,so i don't like her out on the road like that. She won't get the surgery she needs to fix the problems ,because the healing time will be too long. She keeps saying "There's alot to do" ,but aside of getting her husband to the doctor there's not much to do out in the country.
     
    We're going to Kelly's, it's a seafood place. I love seafood! My mom is gonna get me a video game for my PS2. I've had that thing for a while and i've onl y had one game for it ,that kinda didn't like. It was a Naruto game. I didn't like the game play. She'll get me a .Hack game if the store has one...but if they don't i'll think of something else for her to get me. I might go around with money pinned on me too, or just a sign that says it's my brithday.
     
    art ,project ,and roleplay stuff
     
    Well, i haven't since the nets been off (duh), but I've taken the idle time to draw stuff. A mix of things ,but mostly OC stuff roleplay and project related. I said the Pop'n music donjinshi (along with other doujinshis (some old ideas being redone)) where gonna start the end of this year ,and hopefully i'll be able to uphold that. If i get money for my brithday from some other people that will help ,for what i don't send getting some kind of food.
     
    If it's anything I'm proud of it's that i have so much drawn ,to some things i've been planning to do. I even have alil porn. XD I haven't been too lazy for some things. Things i haven't done just haven't been priorty in my mind to do.
     
    ~
     
    I'm kinda dumbbed cuz there's not much i can do this year AGIAN, and i'm disappointed i couldn't get a job...but no turning back now.