Yeah, Misery Hates Company
My mother's off an at appointment so here I am alone.
No one's coming over. I can just go ahead and continue to do the work that's left.
There's not much, but it still sucks. I'd rather have finished it later in the evening or tomorrow.
What really sucks is that I stayed up all night last night working on recovering the lost corrections I did on my boyfriend's work (my computer decided I needed to re-correct the work), and I fought off sleep (I so rarely get tired in the night anymore, so of course last night was the night I was tired) to do this for him because I felt bad that it wasn't already done (despite the fact that it's not my fault I've been swamped with other things), and what happens? He's not even coming over (not even with his friend), nor am I going to see him (to hang with him and his friend).
I was excited, I was happy, I was giddy like a school-girl (shut up!), I was looking forward to dragging him to the park and back home to swim and to showing off my battle scars from painting/building the chair and clearing out the rocks, and I was looking forward to just seeing him.
What am I now? Well, I'm no longer motivated for the day (I will get my stuff done, but I've got no giddy energy to keep me going), I'm not excited, my whole mood is rather dreary, and I only have Monday to look forward to and Monday is going to suck because I'm going to the beach when I don't want to with someone I don't want to go to the beach with.
Whoo. The week has just multiplied in greatness.