My first time posted tradition

Posted Feb 6, 2018, 2:06:37 AM
This is me lying down and feel confused because I drew pornography of me and Maggie (my crush). I'm not sure if I keep porno artworks or delete them. I don't want Maggie thinks I'm a creep. I know Maggie sometimes do/likes perverted things but she doesn't like somebody look at her naked body, creepy old men, being groped, etc.   I know that she's not prude but I don't want her to think I'm a creep.   Oh, this my first time where I posted traditional artwork on the internet. I made this with copy paper, pencils for rough sketch and outline, colored it with watercolors and outline with a marker.  

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  • Feb 6, 2018
    Sounds like you are torn about your feelings. Your feelings and desires are your own. You shouldn't feel bad for having them or expressing them. We're here for you. Hug

    Also art is a great way to process those feelings so good for you for doing that.

    Does she know how you feel about her?
  • Feb 6, 2018
    I like the drawing. Very expressive, nice pose, and nice shading on the legs. As for the situation... ignore this if you don't want input. But.

    ...That is a good question, on whether to keep or toss the drawing. >.< I obviously don't know Maggie. But. If it is at the level of friend-who-is-a-crush, not at the level of romantically involved... a lot of folks fantasize at least a little bit about cute friends, but going to the point of drawing it? Does seem like something a lot of folks could get weirded out by. I'm not sure how I would feel about an interested friend drawing smut of me. Could range from both weirded out and complimented at the same time, to outright terrified. And you say you already know she's not keen on people looking at her naked...
    It sounds like it might be safer, for your own conscience and for your friendship and her comfort zone should she ever have a chance of finding out, to go ahead and toss it? And maybe vent your affection by drawing something you know she would have a better chance of liking if she knew, like a cute portrait or something related to a fandom of hers or an in-joke?
    • Feb 9, 2018
      ...Sorry if I was a little harsh. I tend to overthink crap a lot.