Thoughts: Chapter 1

I am looking at the stars
Thinking of the one that is
To far away
On the other side of the world.

I am thinking how I wish
That they were here to talk to
To reveal my darkest secrets to.

Why is it when I find a person
That I feel close to and comfortable with
They are never in my own area
But on the other side of the world.

Why do they get me better
Then people here do.
With them, I know I can be myself
And not put up a FUCKING front
To convince people that I am human.

Many people here could careless
About you, if you don't do drugs
Or have sex!

But my friends that I have
Here and around the world
Don't pressure me into that
And respect that
I am a virgin and waiting till marriage.

Now don't get me wrong
I am a well informed virgin.
But I know that one thing is true
I WISH MY FRIENDS FROM
AROUND THE WORLD
WAS HERE!!

And that the person that I feel close to
Was here with me now.
So I don't have to be lonely anymore!