A Quickening Hatred, A Dying Love: Chapter 1

drugs and parties cant make me forget
how painful it was when your hate hit.
i hit rock bottom once you pushed me away
maybe one day you'll tell me why or you'll
make me pay.you punish mefor the things
that happened to you so when you're cold
and distant i never know what to do.
you said you never believed in love but i
said it wasnt true. then i tried to prove
you wrong but there was no love in you.
you lied and cheated and it hurt so bad
and now i look at all the things you did
and i am so mad. mad that i trusted my
heart i wish i could go back.
so i wouldnt trust the heart
i now know you lack.