Fallen Mind: Chapter 1

Forgotten i lay here,
trying to stop the bleeding,
my fingers feels the warm pulse,
of my beating heart,
broken veins under my fingers,
and red blood soaking to my blue jacket,
in pain,
too deep for me to tell,
i scream,
above the concrete floor.

Black dirt of oil,
and metal dust,
manages to get into my wound,
the hellish pain,
i sweat a cold sweat,
and i feel so alone,
while enduring everything,
shock and fear,
slowly moulding myself to a new beginning.

This is so real,
why can't this be a dream?
(It hurts, it hurts...)
I've never felt this kind of pain before,
yet it almost feels like pleasure,
there is something so wrong with me,
as i'm crying in pleasure and pain,
slowly i stop moving,
hoping that wound on my arm,
would just stop bleeding for awhile.

I feel my sanity disappearing,
everything starts to blur in my eyes,
i try to scream again,
but there's is just silence in my lips,
slowly i shut my eyes,
and let the soft darkness take me.

Fighting for my life i am,
trying to revive a fallen mind,
but no matter what i'll do,
the blackness is devouring my soul.

In death i will rise,
above all things i used to be,
and as my spirit is leaving my body behind,
i don't feel insecure anymore,
i feel only the sweet embrace,
which i've felt so few times,
a embrace of one's loved one.