Comment 153736
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Blah! I am shy! Every time I speak, I blow up in the back of my head and then I get scared and babble <.< Discord voice chat happen often but most time I sit there listening and being confuse and barely speak cause never have intelligent thought to share. But I do enjoy my RP with folks 
got all sort of weirdo to do scene with and it help flesh them out more...I kind of hate myself, so my whole life, I seek to make other happy. Life is hard and it stressful. People need a bit of light in their life and while I may not bring the sun, if I can make them smile for an moment, it make me happy despite the pain I go through. Just working on my character art alone no good, I have to bring other into my world with them, set up a scene what may end up silly, or serious, an cartoony silliness, or an deadly battle, Dramatic scene or relax and joy. I want people to look at the art and smile seeing their character and imagine them in such a scene. Capturing a part of one heart and love for their character into an art I made for them, all of them for multi character art. It was sad to me when you and Chari seem to stop being around and I feel like I could not poke you to ask to draw them for more fun art, Maybe Meet Hotpop or Dartha and Doki, or even meet Kassin and give his Brew a drink
got all sort of weirdo to do scene with and it help flesh them out more...I kind of hate myself, so my whole life, I seek to make other happy. Life is hard and it stressful. People need a bit of light in their life and while I may not bring the sun, if I can make them smile for an moment, it make me happy despite the pain I go through. Just working on my character art alone no good, I have to bring other into my world with them, set up a scene what may end up silly, or serious, an cartoony silliness, or an deadly battle, Dramatic scene or relax and joy. I want people to look at the art and smile seeing their character and imagine them in such a scene. Capturing a part of one heart and love for their character into an art I made for them, all of them for multi character art. It was sad to me when you and Chari seem to stop being around and I feel like I could not poke you to ask to draw them for more fun art, Maybe Meet Hotpop or Dartha and Doki, or even meet Kassin and give his Brew a drink Comment ID 153736
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I unfortunately understand that feeling all too well- but you bring so much positivity into this world, my friend! It's true a little kindness goes a long way for anyone, but kindness isn't martyring yourself for the sake of others... You must be kind to yourself as well
It's important to take time and reflect on all that you do, and how much your friends and familiars love you!
So please be nice to yourself, because that's my friend you're talking about
And I know!! I've seen so much wonderful art of Hotpop, Dartha, and Kassin, (I don't think I've seen Doki yet though, I'll have to check them out!) I really want to draw them, I just need to finish my commissions first ^^
It's important to take time and reflect on all that you do, and how much your friends and familiars love you!
So please be nice to yourself, because that's my friend you're talking about
And I know!! I've seen so much wonderful art of Hotpop, Dartha, and Kassin, (I don't think I've seen Doki yet though, I'll have to check them out!) I really want to draw them, I just need to finish my commissions first ^^
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Bordayus GASP! You have not seen Doki! He the little land gator who face look like an skeleton that is Dartha Familar Even has him power up in the Boss fight so he was BIG SCARY DOKI I would send you a link but rather not distract you while you are doing commission...I have a friend who recently ask me for an commission so finish that up >.<