Bebe update

So tomorrow is the big day for the delivery. I'm looking forward to it, but I'm also really apprehensive. My sister-in-law tends to say very hurtful things, and my dad is a total jerk. I actaully had to go to therapy because of the mental abuse. I'm gonna be  with both of them tomorrow, and no brakes. I really want to concentrate on my new niece, but I can't shake the feeling I'll get upset soon. I have to ride in the car for four hours with my dad on the way back, and I think a big fight will definitely come up. I can't seem to get happy about this. Maybe once I get to hold Linley I'll feel better. It just seems lately that the only person who cares is my mom.