A ticking time bomb

given what Galassia is... a Nochtelian or a night sun... the way she died was determined from the moment she was born. and only a matter of time before she becomes a supernova.... she will combust as a star and will fade into empty matter.  the cosmos constantly affects Galassia. even just the time of day, and she knows this truth about her. That is not what scares her. It's not knowing when it will happen. what if innocent people or worse... loved ones surround her. she doesn't want to be the cause of their death. it's the under-layering fear of when to expect it. she tries to swallow this anxiety but sometimes it will creep out of her. 

hi. I struggled a little to get this out but I feel could be worse. could definitely be much better. but you can't win them all.  this piece is more a hypothetical one. anywho i hope you like it.