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Caspian Golde
Age: 27, visual; actual age unclear
Height: 235 cm (7' 8.5")
Species: shapeshifter; Athos, crowned variant, modern sub-branch
Hair color: turquoise; default
Eye color: turquoise, green inner ring
Caspian Golde is a man who's difficult to make sense of. In one moment he can be flirtatious and blunt, the next shy like a child, then pulling back the reins of his anger to the best of his abilities - and end up crying on the floor in fetal position.
It's not like he understands himself, either. His own mind is like an ocean he can't swim in, and everything around him a school bully that dangles a life-buoy in front of him. The shifter is grief-ridden and resentful, but he attempts to hide the fact in every turn with a zestful, brash, and reckless shell. It is an art he has honed for millennia. Sure to light up any room he enters, the Goddess journeys the soils of planets to live fast, go loud, and have fun. He's beautiful, and he knows it - but a shiny casing can't run from the empty chasm inside itself.
The understanding and empathy Caspian lacks for himself, he pours on others. He knows exceptionally well how it is to feel like you're not enough, misunderstood, and cast aside. Such feelings are something he aims to negate the best he can, trying to encourage and understand anyone who he might notice struggling with their self-worth.
What comes to his existence itself, it was a fulfilled impossibility - and for many of his kind, still is. The status as a crowned Athos he gained against his will when he was only six years old, sent his childhood and adolescent years into a maelstrom, where his head was held forcibly underwater. It is one of the countless reasons why Caspian isolated himself into his spaceship - knowingly, and to his own detriment. The Artificial Intelligence Interface of the ship is an invaluable companion, but Steve can only do so much to alleviate her master's pain and longing. Loneliness doesn't go away by secluding yourself from the world, and the eternal knows it.
But he's afraid - afraid of messing up, and getting hurt. Scared to death of breaking beyond repair. He doesn't know how full his own cup is, and can't even imagine what overflowing the vessel would bring - or what irreparable damage shattering it to pieces could cause.
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Jan 19, 2024, 3:28:10 PM Change ID 81317 By | Eventide Ring Campaign Chapter 1: Campaign entries - Caspian : (Page 3) Eventide Ring, ch1 - high hound - 933 words | 14 |
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Jan 19, 2024, 3:18:41 PM Change ID 81314 By | Crystal Caves Campaign Chapter 3: Campaign entries - Caspian : (Page 8) Crystal Caves, ch3 - snakes and ladders - 733 words | 28 |
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Jan 19, 2024, 3:17:19 PM Change ID 81312 By | Crystal Caves Campaign Chapter 2: Campaign entries - Caspian : (Page 7) Crystal Caves, ch2 - glitter - 749 words | 28 |
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Jan 19, 2024, 3:14:23 PM Change ID 81309 By | Crystal Caves Campaign Chapter 1: Campaign entries - Caspian : (Page 6) Crystal Caves, ch1 - a childish endeavor - 731 words | 28 |
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Jan 15, 2024, 4:45:16 PM Change ID 80851 By | Non-challenge Character art: my jam jar brings all the shapeshifters to the yard | 2 |
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Jan 15, 2024, 4:10:10 PM Change ID 80832 By | Non-challenge Character art: my jam jar brings all the shapeshifters to the yard | -2 |
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Jan 14, 2024, 8:07:00 PM Change ID 80729 By | Weekly Prompt #99: Tiny: stop poking around and HELP ME | 5 |
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Jan 14, 2024, 1:08:04 PM Change ID 80671 By | Non-challenge Character art: drop-dead gorgeous | 5 |
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Jan 14, 2024, 1:07:39 PM Change ID 80670 By | Non-challenge Character art: Commission - Strike a pose! | 5 |
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Jan 11, 2024, 9:10:18 PM Change ID 80424 By | Weekly Prompt #100: Romance Novel Cover: the winter we forgot | 10 |
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Jan 7, 2024, 10:01:28 AM Change ID 79824 By | Secret Santa Art Trade 2023 Reward Redemption: Ran Out of Sticky Tape | 5 |
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Jan 4, 2024, 7:30:08 PM Change ID 79481 By | Aridin, World of Rain Forest Temples: a wrongful right : (Page 1) sick and wounded - 1134 words | 7 |
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Jan 2, 2024, 7:48:07 PM Change ID 79219 By | [bot] Crafty ability drop received for transaction id 74370 |
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Jan 2, 2024, 7:47:58 PM Change ID 79218 By | Character development Past prompts: you're alright. | 10 |
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Jan 2, 2024, 6:19:55 PM Change ID 79195 By | Submission point correction - my jam jar brings all the shapeshifters to the yard | 7 |
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Dec 29, 2023, 12:19:01 AM Change ID 78423 By | Battle queue: Boss Battle - the Godspawn : (Page 5) blood moon - 622 words | 7 |
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Dec 26, 2023, 1:54:01 PM Change ID 77939 By | Weekly Prompt #97: Celebrate: CD prompts - Caspian : (Page 6) loud like silence - 679 words | 5 |
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Dec 26, 2023, 9:46:21 AM Change ID 77890 By | [bot] Boss fight entry. [bot] Attack from Caspian 602 [bot] Counter attack from Caspian |
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Dec 26, 2023, 7:46:13 AM Change ID 77816 By | Battle queue: Boss Battle - the Godspawn : (Page 4) the howling - 253 words | 7 |
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Dec 24, 2023, 7:51:29 PM Change ID 77532 By | Submission point correction - next stop | 5 |
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