Life Update I

The past few months have been, wait no they are depressing for me for many reason and they only get better for a short amount of time in the spring.  November is all about family and friends, then December where every one is all giddy. It a bad month for me and added on top I had to put my old cat down, whom I have had since 1996 so the last of the pets I grew up with are gone. I had been preparing myself so I just feel numb for the most part. There have been moments I thought he was in the house since I own two other black cats and one was sitting where he set all the time.  Then come January is my dogs birthday and a few weeks later the day he passed away. I'm still never over that but it dose not hurt as much.  So after February I'll be getting back to normal, at least some what.

 

I'm trying to do more artwork but have been in a rut for a long time and it hard crawling out of that. I don't do digital very well and no one cats for traditional, but I can't post half of what I do since my camera is beyond retro and I don't own a scanner.  I'll figure something out.  

 

Right now my life is on a roller coaster to doom.