Watching my mistakes: Chapter 1

I need to ketch my breath
I'm breathing in my death
The world around me altered
So I can never falter
But all I see
It the wrong in me
And it makes my heart beat softer.

I wish they'd go away
So I could go and play
But all I can do
Is fallow through
To keep them all at bay

I tried to slow it dawn
Causing not a sound
Laughing at my bleeding thoughts
Before they hit the ground

But before I turn to leave
I'll call out just to read
The words you said
Without your head
Until I made you see.