becouse it never really mattered: Chapter 1

Because it never really mattered



A scarlet liquid in my hands pressed deep inside my flesh
Holding life within a cell that always knew me best
You forgot about me
Didn't you
Lock deep with your core
The key to my salvation
Was locked behind your doors
I blink one
Then twice
And smile deeply too
to steel my insanity before you made it true

I wont be left to die in here
Locked in cells with chains
my crimson tides
Flood your mind
And break your heart with shame

It's not your fault I wont this pain
To warm my skin with red
Watch it drip onto the floor
And wish that I was dead


It matters not
What becomes of me
Crazy
Just like you
I'll laugh and sneer within your tears
So you can try it to