Endless: The Realm Within: Chapter 1

i lock everything down inside
hoping the barriers will last.
wondering if i will fall into an abyss;
one so deep and vast.
people wonder why i am the way i ambut i ignore the stares
my parents dont seem to understand
why my soul has so many tears.
i've lost all trust
no one is true enough to me
only because they cant understandwhat it's like being me.
i'm so tired
i dont want to deal
i'm sick of the pain
i dont want to feel.