Yesterday's tomorrow: Chapter 1

a virgin to the pain but still longing for release
slowly i begin to cut; slowly i take another piece
i know this is wrong, but oh it feels so good.
and oh it hurts so bad but i wouldnt stop if i could.
this blade so sweet and so sharp cuts so very deep
and i enjoy the beauty of watching the blood seep.
another cut another wound one more memory
another cry another tear, you'll never hear me
as my world blurs all i can see is you
and i can only wonder are you thinking of me too?
so goodbye to you and all the things ive seen
goodbye to my family and everything i could have been.