Forever Condempted: Chapter 1

Counting down the years of infinity,
I engrave my name onto my red flesh with a rusty knife,
And paint the black wall with my blood,
Convicted from unholy sin I am,
A euthanasia of billion men and women,
Red and yellow mushroom clouds raising to the skies,
And I danced on the bodies of the fallens,
My dirty,
And bloodstained hands beat the cold steel door,
No way out,
Just eternal loneliness by my side.

My judgement day,
I slit my throat with the rusty knife,
The pain is instant,
And the blood fills my throat and lungs,
I gag,
And puke blood,
I'm drowning into it,
As I'm dying to the bloodloss,
Red blood flowing  down my naked chest,
Coloring my blue ragged jeans,
At the end of the tunnel is what I seek,
The eternal sleep.

I open my eyes,
I'm still on the same cold,
And dark cell,
I raise up,
And grab my throat,
Nothing,
Like I would have never used my knife,
But the blood is real,
It is hardening on my chest.

From insanity I scream,
Forever condempted to this black cell,
With rusty knife in my hand,
I inscribe My name to My flesh...