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I'm still searching
  Searching my heart
   Searching my soul,
    Longing, praying
I'm Still searching
  Searching the world
   Searching the planes
    Hoping, begging
For all
  all the answers,
   all the questions
    and the reasons
Why I still,
  Why I still hurt inside
   Why I cannot accept
    In my heart
    In my mind
Accept that the world is,
  Real,
   that I am Truly loved
    And that you, you are still
    by my side
Through all the shit and
  the trials
Though I still search