Unsettling Emotions: Chapter 1

 

Unsettling Emotions

 

 

After a long mission both China and Vincent returned back to the Castle in the Snow village up the steep mountains. China was the first to head up to her bedroom. She was feeling very uneasy since their way back form their mission and after what had happened to Vincent’s son. The tragedy of the loss really took a toll on China only because she was the one who picked up the newborn, and worse for her to find out that the man killed the baby in which was a late term abortion. As China carried the new born and headed up to where she found Vincent who had killed the mother of his child. He had basically killed her the very same manor as her Father did to their son.

 

 China sealed up her door  and walls with a very thick layer of ice in her room, walking to the bed she grabbed her pillow laid on the bed and held the pillow closely closing her eyes and reliving every part then.

 

Vincent who  just finished talking to Vladimir was heading up to at first the kitchen where he wanted to drink, but instead finding himself focusing at China’s door. He wondered why her door was sealed. He walked  up to the door, it was ice cold to the touch. Using his fire jutsu he only used his hand as a small area for himself so he could hear just what was going on inside of China’s room. Using his hand as it if was a way for him  to hear, only to find that China had completely sealed up a thick layer of her ice in here room. He steps away and heads up to his room where he stays.

 

Days later…

 

China was finally out of her room but only for a short time; mainly to get some water and tea. AS she headed into the kitchen she picked up a kettle that looked really beat. She passed on getting any tea. Shrugging she gets some water into her cup and drinks cup after cup until she has had enough then returns to her room. She stopped before she was about to close the door when she realized that she had not checked up on Vincent since she’s been in her room. Hesitant at first, but she goes ahead anyway to see how Vincent was copping. She heads up to the door of his bedroom; she knocks first. No answer, she took the chance as she turned the knob & opened the door.

 

“Vincent?” China looking into the room, she walked half way in paused to see him sitting halfway on the bench near the open window looking outside. She comes in more and closed the door. She walked up to Vincent.

 

“Vincent…” China stood to the side of him placing her hand on his shoulder. Vincent broke away form his fixed gaze as he looked up at China; his eyebrows narrowed looking at China. “What happened to you? Where you…crying?” Vincent shifted a bit. China taken back a bit but soon realized what he saw. “I…I didn’t think I had that ability anymore…until that one mission. It basically brought back what I thought was a forgotten memory when I was a kid. After… what happened to your… son, I took him, carried him after the mission up until we stopped at where your Father, mother and Aunt’s resting place… to ** Her eyes gaze to the hardwood floor ** place your son there. ** Fresh memories of that mission and her baby brother came to her vision. Her eyes starts to fill with tears ** Basically, I was reliving my baby brother’s death over again.” China takes a quick breath only to come out broken.

 

A hand reached out to China’s hand, clasping hers and pulled her to sit with Vincent. China sits down sideway on Vincent’s lap her eyes semi closed avoiding her tears from falling. “You located the body of my son, carried him all the way to Suna with me…I assumed then that the two people who where responsible of my son’s death had disposed of his body. But you had him with you, wrapped up in a blanket and you even held him like he was your own child. I seriously thought you didn’t care, but…I was… wrong ** Rarely admits to things to anyone of being wrong ** Instead of me thanking you… I end up seeing my Half sister Ariella off the distance with her teammate Sasha and thought she was spying on me. ** Sighs ** I took out my anger on her, when she was doing the same thing as you where…caring about the loss of my son. ** Another rare moment of him admitting what he did wrong and regrets doing then to his half sister **

 

China twitched her nose, her tears flowed down her cheeks. Hopping to avoid further tears, but it caused her nose to go,. She sniffles her nose a bit. Vincent raised his hand up onto China’s face placing his thumb near her nose as he used his heat jutsu to help her clear her runny nose threatening to release. China opened her eyes completely forgetting about her eyes filled with tears. Making her dark crimson eyes appear lighter. Warm tears fall down her cheeks. “You…really didn’t mean to do the things you did to Ariella.” China hoped to ease the guilt of what Vincent did to his sister. Though she wasn’t there to see just what he did.

 

“You really do not want to know what I did to her, in the past, and after the loss of my son. I deserved to be alone and dead.” Vincent completely unemotional about it, yet he was opening up his regrets to China.

 

“You can tell me… ** Whips her tears away form her face ** I am sure its nothing like what you say you did to your half sister?” Asked China.  “Worse.” He stated. China narrowed her eyebrows at him and was curious to know of what it was, and what he meant by being worse. “Worse? Explain to me just how worse it was?” asked Chins. “Just… wanted to hurt Ariella, so.. I had Youkai and allowed him to do whatever he wanted to her. I never knew the shit he was capable of doing then.” Vincent stopped to think back on what he had done to his half sister. “You hated me, and even called me a “Whore” when you thought that I was infatuated with Youkai… in reality I was not. Youkai was twisted, demented and completely out of his mind… I mean.. eww He wanted to screw his step-mother Faith! What… did Youkai do to Ariella?” China more curious to know.

 

“It was suppose to be just to torment her hurt her, I didn’t know that he was going to…rape her. But…Ariella did fight back and got away form him.” Vincent shook his head in disbelief of the evens then. China was taken back. “At least she got away from him.”  Was all she said. “No, that’s not all… Sumiko and Ariella ran into one another, Sumiko had slapped Ariella hard ending up breaking her nose.  A guy just arrived out of no where catching Ariella, fallowed by Fuu and Horas. So Ariella was taken away by the guy. Sumiko suffered in the end… loosing a battle with Fuu; she almost succeeded by killing Sumiko;  Kudsai brought her back to his medical room and spent a long time getting her wounds healed.” Vincent looks outside again, mainly wondering just how Sumiko was doing and hoped that she was alive and well.

 

“That was then, and to what happened to Sumiko I didn’t get all of the details other than both her and Kudsai left here and last I heard was that they both reside in the Leaf Village. I know you and Kudsai never got along; for what ever the reason you both never got along I don’t know. But … Kudsai… really cares a lot about Sumiko. Enough to take her away for here, and head to the village known to have better skilled medical staff ninjas and a place safe to live.” China hoping to ease Vincent’s worries about Sumiko.

 

Vincent looks back at China in question. “Kudsai cares for Sumiko? I knew that; I don’t know if Sumiko even returns the caring as he does to her.” Vincent unsure of Sumiko caring for anyone. China smiled and laughed for a second. “Sumiko blushes a lot when ever Kudsai is around. Its funny seeing her doing that, and starts a fight with me… when I catch her blushing, and getting more redder when Kudsai walks up to see us just about to brawl.” China moves her hair to the side.

 

Vincent looks down at China, he scoots himself a bit closer to China and leans forward to her. “You… always blushed around me.” His deep low voice echoed in China’s ears, and sure enough her face starts to flush, and her body suddenly heated up. “I… did not.” She lied, but not on purpose. She just didn’t want to admit to him that she did and yet she’s blushing now and right in front of him. “You were always s a terrible liar, literally caught … red faced.” He teased her, he can feel the heat rising from China’s body as he said that. Vincent gets closer to where he whispered into her ear where China’s hair was away from that side. In a low tone and placed his hand on her waist. “I’m sorry…that I called you a whore; you are not a whore.” His hot breath tickled her skin and made her face flush more.

 

“I…I was pissed off when you where calling me that, then you went out with that…rich bitch.” China just realized that same rich woman was the very same one who had Vincent’s baby and was killed. She was about to correct herself and apologize on what she just said but didn’t get the chance when Vincent spoke. “You were jealous ** He taunted her ** because I was with her?” he asked. China snapped at first, but avoided an argument. “So what, …” It was the only thing that she could say, yet she would never admit that she was jealous and had actually cared for him. “So What? Is that it, or is that the only thing you could say?” he asked while he inhaled the light scent of China’s perfume J’Adore. China unable to speak, yet at the same time she was trying to think of what to say. “I…don’t want to start an argument, its would be pointless.” Finished China and wondered what else he would ask her next.

 

“Argument? Starting an argument would be pointless; what is there to argue about?” Vincent waits for an answer. “Its… nothing, and not something to really end up into an argument.” China hoping she avoided what she really was going to say; thinking it to her self on how to even bring it up. She paused and forgot that Vincent can read her mind. She allowed it to slip; she panicked. Vincent raised an eyebrow he heard just what she was avoiding saying let alone revealing to him until now.   Rather than confronting China, he waited for China to say something or to read more of her mind on more of what else she was going to think to herself.

 

 China settled and assumed that Vincent’s wasn’t reading her thoughts. Sighing to her herself inside her mind, as she continued on about how she never regretted Vincent a few years back of taking her virginity. The question kept repeating in her mind over and over. ~Does he care or even love me? Or not? Or just a simple fling?~ China thinking off topic in her mind going off about other things up until she comes up with the things she had avoided using all the time. ~Oh Shit, I don’t even remember when the hell I used my jutsu of Frozen Seal to prevent pregnancies. Ugh who cares. Dam Biological clock; maybe I should just…freeze my ovaries for good. * Sighs * Why in the hell am I constantly thinking about … babies? I cannot go on missions, oh my god look its China the Goodyear blimp.~

 

Vincent blinks, he had read her mind to convince him to what she was avoiding saying or even bring up all of the things that was on her mind. “Why would you want to freeze your ovaries?” he asked knowing he had caught her in a slight admitting trap for her answer. “Dam Biological clock has been … going off; I’ve been hitting the snooze for… ** Realized to what she just said out loud, she looked at Vincent ** You…you been reading my mind?” She panicked, felt calm at the same time seeing that Vincent wasn’t angry at her. “You know I can read minds whichever I avoid them or not. What is wrong with this… biological clock?” A simple question yet Vincent wanted to hear China’s reason of freezing her ovaries.

 

“I…don’t know…its just something hormonal and stupid of me.. I guess. Besides…I would scare off other ninjas with a blimp size of me waddling around.” China could tell by seeing Vincent’s eyes narrowing a bit at her, he knew she was not really giving him a real answer. “Its not stupid, hormonal yes, but that is normal. Blimp? No.” Vincent raised his other hand up to China’s face. China felt paralyzed  for a moment; Vincent’ s hand trailed away from China’s waist to the end of the hem of her silk light blue robe. Running his hand underneath her robe to her thigh. There he noticed that China wasn’t wearing her usual G-string panty.

 

There was a knock at the door,  Vincent can tell that there were three people at the door. He sighs. “I don’t want to even want to be bothered by them.” Was all he said. China got up. “I’ll see who it is… and let them know that you don’t want to be bothered. She headed to the door checking her robe and adjusted it more then opened the door to see her Brother Ryder, Vladimir and Archimedes. She steps out and shuts the door behind her. “What ever the reason, He doesn’t want to see or talk to anyone.” Said China in a low tone. “I actually came to see you China.” asked Ryder.

 

“Um ok, what for is it something that I have to change first?” she asked. “No, its just that… Ursula is ill, and I just need someone to watch the twin boys. As for Vincent, we have to talk to him, its important because it involves both Artimestia and Victor. They up and left, leaving their twin boys behind.” Finished Ryder.

 

Vincent emerges out of his room to listen. “What does this not surprise me? Was I and other not the only ones to see what they both are up to?” Vincent was not happy of hearing this yet he knew this day would come sooner or later. “China we will all be in the lobby, for now tend to the twin boys.” Asked Vladimir. China shrugged as she headed to the other side of the castle to tend and care for the twin boys. The guys left to have their meeting in the lobby.

 

China walked into the huge bedroom where she sees both twin boys. Her past of both the loss of her baby brother and Vincent’s son haunted her mind. Trying to shrug that aside as much as he can. She goes over to pick up the twins one by one and  all three laid on the bed. China laid on her side. The boys were only 3 or 4 months old. China at first didn’t want anything to do with them all because of how they were brought into the world by evil parents. China surrounded herself with the king size pillows as a border where the babies are so they would not fall off the bed. The one twin started to cry, China adjusted the extra pillows behind her. She sits up and picks up the one who was crying and held him. She opened her robe just enough for the baby to rest and listen to the heart beating. The very same method she remembered what her mother did as a child back then when she was afraid, or to relax while listening to her mother’s heartbeat. At first it didn’t really work, until finally the little one finally quieted down. Looking down at the little infant, she held onto the bundle and even stroked his hair. For a while the baby staid quiet until he started crying again. China laying back to her side this time she tried to sooth the baby. The other baby was quiet and asleep.

 

China wasn’t sure on what to do, until the baby was silent. He had fallen asleep. China flipped her hair over letting it drape and cascade over the pillows and laid with the twin boys. 3 hours pass, China and the twin infants were still asleep, the two little bundles slept all together. Vincent was the only one who walked in the room where he saw her and the twin infant boys laying next to her. He leaned against the wall looking down at them sleeping. China used the kings size pillows as a border  so that the infants didn’t fall off the bed; He sees that China placed her arm sort of holding the infants in place and using her arm to make sure that she didn’t toss or roll on them.

 

Vincent notices the infant was closer to China laying on his side facing her. He looked closely to see if the one facing China was awake or not; he tries to keep quiet as he gets a closer look at the twins and China. He noticed the infant was in the mists of getting up yet struggling to sleep; Vincent cracked a grin to see that the infant had a pretty good grip onto China’s robe. Vincent looked closer to see if the baby was sucking on a binki. There was no binki instead he sees the baby witch actually latched onto China’s nipple and suckling. Vincent unsure to wake up China if she was aware of this or not. His thoughts stopped when he hears Ursula walk into the room quietly.  She waved at him to fallow her into the hallway.

 

 

 “Before you go off asking a lot of questions; just letting you know that… I asked Ryder to see if China would be interested in nursing the twin boys.” Ursula knew this was going to be a bit difficult for Vincent to under stand what China was doing and what Ursula was getting at and why China was nursing the twins in the first place.

 

“First off, China isn’t pregnant, you know the parents to the twins are down right … Evil. So…Explain.” Vincent could feel a headache coming on. “Well Vincent… China was asked to be a surrogate to the twins meaning she would be the twin’s surrogate’s mother and the one to nurse them. All because… * Sighs * Artimestia and Victor abandon them soon after they were born. In short its was only Me and Ryder. China preferred that we be the parents, while she did the more important job of nursing the twins.” Ursula finally finished.

 

Vincent felt a headache coming on, he assured to Ursula that he got all the information she just told him. “Why did you get up? I thought you were ill?” he asked looking at her she didn’t look sick at all. Ursula smiled. “Well I am, just a lot of morning sickness is all…I’m pregnant. I’m…going to head back into my room.” Ursula finished off. Vincent returns to the room where China and the twins are, he peeked around at first to see if anyone of them are awake. He hears one baby start crying. It was the one who laid in front of China. She gets up a little sleepy at first; she adjusts more of her robe aside and helping the infant to latch back onto her nipple.

 

The infant stops crying, and starts to suckle. Vincent quietly left the room as he headed back to his room and stay there for a while.

 

***

 

China was beat, tired and sore. She was glad to teach Ursula China’s Mother’s technique  jutsu by transferring her breast milk to Ursula’s breasts. This way Ursula will now be the one who  will be nursing the twin boys. After a while poor China’s nipples was hard, they hurt to the slightest touch and worse, her breasts would just be engorged. To the point it hurt her.

 

China heads to her room, first thing that was on her mind was to soak up in a nice hot bath, then hit the bed. She went into her room, and noticed that the shower was running. She heads into the shared bathroom hoping to get in time and enough hot water. She stopped when she saw Vincent was using the shower. The half covered stall like shower door only showed his upper part of his body, the rest was covered from the wall. China walked up where she started to ask him. “Vincent?” She asked in more of a soft tone. Vincent turned and looked at her. “Just join in… I just got it started.” Vincent had even opened the door to let her in. “I…Well I can’t just go in there wearing this.” Before she had the chance to remove her robe, Vincent had pulled her inside with him, her robe soaked, he helped her out of it. China covered her breasts, mainly her sore nipples. Vincent walked up to China where he pulled her up to his chest, he moved her hands away form her breasts. He could feel her harden nipples against his chest. He helps washing her body. China didn’t even reject him for doing this at all instead she felt at ease and comfortable. China felt the hot water hitting against her back it felt really good and relaxed even more. She wrapped her arms around Vincent; she could almost sleep right there it was that cozy.

 

Vincent looks down at China, somewhat in a state of shot and yet didn’t mind him seeing China this way. He continued with the shower, holding onto the now relaxed and sleeping China with him.

 

He turned off the shower. He grabs the towels as he drapes it around China first then takes another towel wrapping that around his waist and he picks up China into his arms, and was careful of not running into anything or hitting her on the way out. He heads to his bedroom laying China down in his already headed bed, He pulls up the covers on her. He took off his towel letting it drop to the floor and he gets in to his warm bed. He scoots closer to China, he removed her towel and was careful of removing the towel away. Soon he too finally fell asleep.

 

A few hours later China wake up to find herself in Vincent’s bed. She looks at Vincent who was asleep; laying on his back his head facing the other way and his hair slightly damp from the shower was draped partly on the pillow and the rest was in the front of his chest. China has never seen Vincent look like this while he was sleeping, so calm  peaceful and relaxed. She laid back down in the covers and she scooted up more towards Vincent. She finally goes to sleep.

 

After a while China had started to get nightmares of her past as a child, then another from the most recent events that took place all the way to where China was getting yelled at by Vincent then. The two fought as Vincent called her on several occasions that she was a whore and was whoring her self to Youkai. Even though then she never did. Vincent woke up as if someone turned on a radio or TV hearing everything in details. He looks to see China asleep, with nightmares and bad things reliving her mind. Vincent can hear everything in China’s dream Even listening to himself when he called China a Whore, not just once but a lot too many times he has called her that. Vincent looks down at China, he carefully tries to wake her up. He used the same method that his mother ages ago had done to him as a child. Vincent scooted closer to her; placing his hand on top of China’s hand, while his other hand using his elbow as a stand to support his upper half of his body his hand brushing China’s hair aside as he whispered softly into her ear.

 

“China…”

“Leave me alone…haven’t you… had enough yet?” China spoke in a very low and broken like tone while still asleep.

“What do you mean, have I had enough yet?” Asked Vincent.

“You…you hate me…Why? You called me a whore …in front of everyone. Is… this what I get for whoring myself to you?” Asked China who’s voice was now cracking clearly she was very hurt by this.

 

Vincent was taken back at first of what China said. “I never said I hate you. I am sorry for… calling you a whore; you are not a whore and you never were when you where with me.” He stopped thinking back  as far back as he can remember. He remembered then how the two spent their first time at sex and had slept together. From there on everything else was either fuzzy or just cannot remember that far.

 

“Then why did you persist to no end on calling me a whore?” China’s voice ended in chocked up words. Vincent hated hearing the word whore, he wanted her to stop saying it.

 

“Because…. * He thinks for a moment as to why he did say that * I was being stupid; I thought you were using me to get some sort of attention to Youkai. That… was my… pathetic way of…getting back on you then…I am sorry…China.” Vincent hoping that this would be a break and he could finally wake her up. He moved his hand away from China’s and placed his hand on China’s face where he felt a steam of her tears falling away from her eyes. He paused when he heard China mention in her dream on how she wanted to just die. She felt unwanted by everyone, finally to when she said on how she would freeze and remove her own entire uterus once she got up.

 

Vincent shocked, not by the fact of him able to hear to what she was saying in her dreams but he was stunned to what China was going to do once she woke up. Only because in her tone was serious on what she was going to do. He thought up of something to ask China, and one to help her into changing her mind before she starts to wake up. But he sees China starting to wake up. She stirs and feels that someone was holding her and laid close to her. She opened up her semi blurred eyes to see Vincent hovering over her.

 

“Well… this is new.” China waking up not even remembering much of her dreams, she looked up at Vincent in question. “What?” she asked. Vincent hesitant at first to even bring up to her about how he was listening on while she was dreaming. “Don’t you…remember…your nightmare or what you were dreaming about Before you woke up?” Vincent gazing down at China. “Um not…really usually I don’t remember once I wake up. Why?” China asked and wondered what Vincent might of heard if he did or not. 

 

 A sudden loud knock was at the door, Vincent grew irritated quickly. He hated someone knocking and interrupting him while being in his room. China sat up sheets falling off away from her breasts, she crawled over Vincent’s lap where he could not resist that moment as he trapped and held her giving China a teasing spank on her ass. China was shocked unsure to get riled up or laugh. “Owe, hey what was that for?” Taking her and as she rubbed her bottom. “Just felt like it.” Vincent gave her another spank this time on her other cheek.  China pouted cutely at Vincent. “Stop that!” China grabs the towel into her hand from the floor and tries to drape it around her naked body. Vincent was about to tackle China but halted when he sees Vladimir open his door.

 

Vladimir knew and figured for a while that the two were hiding their strange relationship. It didn’t even bother him. “Sorry but We have an urgent meeting… you know where this one will be leading. See you both in 15 minutes.” Vladimir locked and shuts the door heading down to the meeting room.

 

China was slightly embarrassed even though she had her towel wrapped around her body partly. Vincent tugs the towel away and pins her down. “Are you blushing again?” he asks in an amusing tone. China was blushing but failed to say anything. Vincent nuzzled to the side of China’s neckline. “So vulnerable, question is.. where to start and begin on you.” He teased. China gasped feeling Vincent’s nose and his lips running along side of her neck. “Wha…what?” was all she was able to say at the moment. “You are such a tease; * He licks on China’s outer shell of her ear with his hot wet tongue * To eat you or to Fuck you, Hmm both is better.. BUT.. we have a meeting to go to.” He goes into great details into China’s ear of the things he wanted to do to her after the meeting. He finished off by placing his index and middle fingers inside of China’s wet passage getting her full attention. He grinded his fingers inside at the same time as he moaned into her ear teasing her more. He smiled when he heard China moaning, clearly she was not expecting to do that as loud as she did.

 

“Soon as we both stay & listen to the meeting…are you actually going to return here? Or are you going to head off to your bedroom where you still continue on masturbating yourself?” he asked in very detailed manor. China moans even more, feeling Vincent’s fingers pumping lovingly inside of her passage as it was starting to drench his fingers. China’s passage starts to leak out warm fluids. Vincent looks down to see China cumming all over his fingers; He lowers himself as he continues pumping his fingers in her now soaking passage; he parts away China’s lower lips with his other hand as he dipped his tongue inside of her passage, using his thumb to works at her sensitive hidden pearl. Licking and sucking onto China’s smooth wet lower lips.

 

China’s moaning increased as she came even more, spreading her legs out more, Her one hand fisted through Vincent’s hair, while her other hand massaged and squeezed her own breasts. She was loving everything to what Vincent was doing to her. Vincent slows down and stops as he moves up to China, kissing her and letting her taste herself in with his mouth. He stops. “Come once, we need to get that meeting over with.” Vincent helped China to sit up.

 

The two hurried and got dressed, left the room and sat down to see what this meeting was about. China sat next to Vincent, the rest showed up. Ursula came to sit next to China. “China, After this meeting, can you help me with the twins? I am just having trouble and will let you know of with what after this meeting.” Ursula whispered to China. “Oh yea sure, I probably know what it is anyways.” Finished China.

 

After everyone sat down and listen to Vladimir talking about the next mission. He informed to everyone about the mission taking place at the Leaf Village. After an hour into the meeting, everyone left except for Vladimir and Vincent, they stayed to talk about the mission more and other things. China and Ursula headed back to the room Ursula held on to the one twin while China held onto the other twin in her arms.

 

Both sat in the room on the chair, they sat close to the fireplace talked for a bit until Ursula spoke up. “I was having a hard time this morning getting one of the twins to nurse, at least you have the one with you, he was hard to get him to …latch on.” Ursula tucked the blanket more on the little baby more keeping him warm while he nursed quietly. China opened her top more to allow the baby boy in her arms to be nursed. China looking down at her swollen breasts, she assisted the infant the harden nipple into the baby’s mouth where he started to suckle right away. China rested her head back feeling some relief. “My, he took to you with out a problem. Its not… hurting you is it?” Ursula smiled at China. “

“This one seems to want a lot, and well no, while he’s nursing on me it doesn’t hurt it actually feels nice. During the meeting, my breasts were starting to really hurt. As much as I wanted to nurse him there, I just felt very awkward doing that during the meeting.” Said China.

 

 “I know, but next time there is a meeting, its best to hear it after from Vladimir. Aside from the meeting, how…is Vincent? I mean when he lost his son?” Ursula hoping that she didn’t kill the mood on China. “I don’t know, I am sure that its something he will never forget. I know I won’t…” China hated to relive that moment. “Ok I won’t bring that up, seeing that its very sad and a horrible thing to go through.” Ursula moved the baby boy to the other side of her breast to let him nurse. “These chairs.. or I think… well I guess nursing chairs are new?” asked China as she tried to hide her expression as she felt her nipple starting to tingle form the baby suckling. “Oh yea, you know these arrived yesterday, so Vladimir and Ryder put it all together this morning, are they great? They were a gift form the Kazekage.” Ursula looks down at the baby who started to fuss. “You can bring him to me Ursula, at least he can be on the other side to even out before I explode.” China slightly teased about her condition.

 

“You sure Ok, ** Hands the baby to China, she helps the baby into China’s arm, then pulled the fabric away on China to allow the baby to latch onto China’s nipple ** I am going to get some tea I’ll be right back no more than 20 minutes.” Ursula left the room and headed to the kitchen passing Vincent as she started to get the pot and tea ready. Vincent headed up to the room to see China. As he walked in to see China nursing both of the twins. “Since when did you become a wet nurse?” Teased Vincent. China looked up slightly shocked to see him. “Did you come up to bother me?” China trying to hold onto the babies but it wasn’t easy. Vincent went to the bed where he grabbed two big pillows and told China on what he was going to do. He sets each pillow on each side of China elevating the babies to the right level so that is didn’t cause too much of a stain for her. “Um… thanks.” She said in somewhat a slightly blushed tone.

 

The baby started to choke for having too much milk. China had her hands tied with two of the twins in each arm. Vincent picks up the baby gently out of China’s arm, he looked at the burp cloth on the other chair grabbing it and went to sit in that chair. He nearly sinks in it but adjust himself in the chair more as he placed the burp cloth in front of the baby as he gently burped the baby, after a while the baby let out a cute burp. Vincent sees that the baby was starting to yawn and closed his eyes. China watched in both shock and in awe how well Vincent handled the infant. “When did you learn about caring for babies?” asked China. Vincent looked up at China while holding onto the now sleeping infant. “A while back…when my older brother had his kids.”

 

“You… wait you have an older brother? I thought you had just a half sister.” Asked China. Vincent shook his head. “Yes I do have an older brother, Mirroth is my older brother.” Said Vincent as he looked to the side to see Ursula returning into the room with a smile on her face. “That is so cute, oh China sorry for not bringing the tea… We are completely out.” Ursula felt horrible promising China to bring tea up only to come up empty handed. “Oh its alright, don’t worry about that besides all of us are heading to the Leave village in a few months anyways so we can pick up some supplies of it while we are there.” China carefully helps the infant’s mouth to unlatch her nipple as she held him gently holding a burp cloth near by as she burped him. Soon the infant yawns and was contented after his feeding. Ursula went to pick up the infant from China’s arms. China covered her top and got up form the chair. Where she went up to Vincent to get the other twin infant, caring him into her arms where she and Ursula headed into the bassinets to placed them down to sleep. Ursula thanked China and Vincent for helping out; China and Vincent left the room.

 

Vincent stopped at his bedroom door as he grabbed onto China’s hand pulling her back. “Where are you going? Heading to your room to…” Vincent was cut off when China’s finger rested on his lips to shush him. “I was…but what did you have in mind?” Asked China as she turned to look up at up at him.

 Vincent had opened his room and dragged her inside where he locked the bedroom door. Vincent pinned China against the wall, Vincent removed China’s clothes while the same time he nipped and at her neckline. China tried but failed into getting Vincent’s shirt off, she aims to get his Levi’s 501’s freed. Halfway as she freed the fifth button Vincent grabbed onto China’s hands in with his placing their hands up on the wall & over their heads slightly bent. He leans down to China’s level and kisses her; he was enjoying torturing her as he slowly devours into China’s mouth. Dragging his pierced tongue dumbbell 6 gauge over China’s tongue. Vincent continues on until he moves to where he begins to nib and playfully bite onto China’s neckline hearing her moaning as he starts to kneel down onto one knee; playing and sucking onto China’s breasts yet he was careful of not doing anything to China’s nipples, she was after all still nursing them.

 

He finally released China’s hands in with his where he had China rest her one leg on top of his shoulder as he caught China’s attention when he slipped his index and middle fingers inside of China’s passage, an unexpected gasp and moans from her mouth; she rests her one hand above her head thinking that it might support her to stay in position her other hand fisted through Vincent’s thick dark red hair.  Vincent wrapped his one arm around the very leg that was over his shoulder, his arm was curled and yet he managed to use his fingers to reach as he put pressure on top of China’s hidden nub.

 

China’s entire body reacted to what Vincent was doing to her, moaning more and louder she would never admit to him or even herself she was in fact loving this. A short gasp fallowed by more moaning she throws her head back moaning even more when he felt Vincent’s tongue  and his piercing entering inside of her passage. He curved his fingers up, and in a circular motion rather than pumping into her just yet was really setting her mood in to over drive. He succeeded when he felt her cum into his mouth, he increased a bit more just enough to torture her. China arching her back, her moaning increased feeling herself cumming. Vincent removed his fingers out of China’s dripping passage as he licked and sucked onto his  fingers clean off of China’s warm creamy cum. Letting her leg slid off carefully off his shoulder where he moved himself up off his one knee; taking his hand that once held & supported her leg cupped her face as he teased and whispered into her ear.

 

“You should taste yourself…” Vincent moves face China where he parted her lips  with his long fingernail slipping his tongue  into the small gap of her mouth taking over her lips in with his and achieved by hearing her moan even more. China rustled with her hands as she tries to remove and getting Vincent’s jeans off. They were snug on him, Vincent moans low and long before he breaks away from the kiss. “Desperation settling into your desire of getting my jeans off?” He taunted her by moving her with him a few inches before he slams her but not too hard back up against the wall. “Uugh.. s…stop taunting me.” China tries again into removing Vincent’s jeans; Vincent stops her again this time he grabs onto China’s hands, then locking them together as he held onto both of her hands with the use of us own hand. The other hand of his forced China to look up at him. “You love it” His eyes half slit open.

 

“Why do you have to be such… an asshole to me?” Demanded China trying to break free from Vincent. A knock was at the door, Vincent grew angry refusing to stop. Sighs as he moves away from China buttons up his jeans and sees just who it was at his door.

 

“What is it now…” he asked in a bored tone and expression. “Sorry just letting you know that the mission was moved to a sooner date. So we all actually leave here in a month rather than a few months. So that’s about it, and that our only issue is that Ursula is with child, and she and Ryder are looking after the twin boys… all of us has to take turns into caring one of the boys for the long walk to the Leaf Village.” Finished off Archimedes as he turned and headed down the hallway.

 

Vincent shuts the door locking it and returns to see where China must have returned back to her own room. He was not even finished with her not by a long shot. He opened the shared large bathroom, and opened the bedroom door, in a way shocked to even noticed that her door was not even locked. Upon walking in he sees her walking over to her bed fully clothed and sees Vincent in her room.

 

“Gee did you miss me already? If you don’t mind… I’m getting myself something to drink.” China making her way to the door but Vincent stops her in her tracks. She looked up at him rather annoyed. “Move it dammit!” she demanded. “Why?” was all he asked as he picked up what China was screaming out in her mind. “Why? What the hell do you care! Move it!” She demanded again at him trying to get to her door. Vincent could hear everything in China’s mind what she was saying in her mind, yet would never say it to him or at least try not to. Vincent  looks down at her. “Why would you do that?” He looked at China in a more concerned way, something he rarely does. China at first was not sure of what he was talking about until it dawned on her. “You’ve been reading my mind! Who cares what ever you heard form my mind!” China moved Vincent out of her way and finally leaves her room to get something to drink.

 

China returned pissed off even more to realize that there was no more tea back or any sort of teas at all in the kitchen. She returns to her room locking up the door sighing to herself she looks over to see the folded up blanket on her vanity. Walking closer to where she pick it up into her hands. She lowers her head to get pick up the faint smell of what used to be Vincent’s son wrapped up in there. China had not only kept it but she hand washed it and set it aside. Up until now she hoped to forget about the mission, instead it haunts her. She clenched her hands tighter onto the fabric reliving both her past as a child and the mission tied up into one. This would be the second time she has encountered  this same episode of reliving the same past memories. Both  times she was caring a baby in her arms still hoping that it was still alive. China closed her eyes as she goes on her knees. Watching her past memories of her older brother Ryder begging China to let go of their dead baby brother.

 

*** China’s past of her family***

 

China and her older brother flee the village, China held onto the little bundle in her arms refusing to let go. “No! He’s asleep, Ryder leave him alone!” China around age 8 holding onto her new born baby brother their mother had only 2 weeks ago. Ryder who was 12 years old told his sister that their baby brother was dead.

 

***End of her past ***

 

China reliving that moment then and reliving nearly the same thing again from the last mission all over again. She holds onto the blanket tightly; heavy tears pour out of her eyes. ~*There is no use in me ever …having any kids. I have to freeze and ..remove it myself; I am.. useless*~ China reminding herself on what she still wanted to do, all while quietly thinking to herself in her mind. Completely not even to take notice that Vincent was hearing every single thing she had thought and said she was going to do. 

 

Vincent knelt down behind China where he rests his hands on her. She was started when she felt Vincent’s hands on her. She refused to turn her head at him, as thick heavy tears fall form her eyes. Vincent pulls China up against him resting his head on the side of China’s neck. Whispering to her. “Why not have one with… me?” was all he asked her. China’s eyes closed up again trying to understand just what he meant & asked. Vincent moves his hand down to where he placed it right over China’s stomach at the same tie he whispered to her low  tone, yet his deep lustrous voice was still there. China tries to break free still determined to remove her entire uterus herself, freeze it and dispose of it. Vincent refused and held down China. She breaks her long over due silence.

 

“Let go of ME! What I want to do is my own business not you or anyone else! What the hell do you care? I am nothing more than a dam sex toy to you. You… even USED ME then… and for what? Fucking that Rich bitch… Who had the nerve of having YOUR child that her Father & herself kill the… newborn! China having a hell of a time thinking and saying what rights and reasons she had for ridding herself by removing her entire uterus  out of her body. She was deathly afraid of caring a baby only for it to die in her or be born dead.

 

Not knowing that her thoughts had slipped, Vincent able to pick it all up and knowing China’s real reason for removing her uterus, was that she was afraid of baring a dead child. Vincent wanted to know just what China meant on him using her. “Used you? I never used you in the first place. Aside from the “Rich Bitch” I had no connections or attractions to her what so ever.” Vincent was cut off short. “Yet you Fucked her where she ended up baring your SON & her Father killed him! You hated me then… and you still do now.” China’s heart started to ache more not knowing  which it was most, heartache or love.

 

Vincent forced China to face him, not in a demeaning way, but more of a serious manor. “So what are you saying…You regretting into saving my son? Or the fact that you wanted to be the one having my son, and that The other bitch didn’t? Vincent looking down at China, who’s face was stained of her tears. He wanted to hear from China’s own words and see for himself in her eyes. China tried to look away from Vincent but was constantly finding herself in a fixed gaze; feeling her heart beating more and at the same time her body would heat up. “You didn’t love that… Bitch, you don’t even… nothing matters; what was done cannot change it never will.” China avoiding saying her feelings, refused to even be looked upon and some weak ninja to him. “I don’t even What…China; forget the other bitch she’s dead. I don’t even what?” He demanded. China lightly shook hear head at the same time felt her heart breaking into two, “You don’t…love me; you hate me… even called me a whore in front of everyone!” China’s heart ached even more just by her bringing up the part of being called a whore. Vincent placed his hand on the side of her face. “I said I was sorry, You have helped out your brother and his wife with the twin boys. I…didn’t know you had the ability of…actually nursing the twins. When… you never even had a child.” Vincent stops himself.

 

“I…” China was cut short when Vincent kisses her. China lets go of the small blanket her hands slowly raise up to Vincent’s face. Vincent was ruling over China’s mouth, lips and even prevented her from breaking away from the kiss. China moans with every moment Vincent devoured her lips in with his. Vincent lifts China up on top of his lap placing his one hand on China’s ass helping her to grind up on him. China spreads out her legs as she continues to grind herself more on Vincent’s lap.

 

China’s body began to heat up, something that her body isn’t used to doing as much; She feels Vincent undressing her, pulling off her clothes leaving her fully naked. The slight cold air hits her naked body, making her nipples harden and tingle. Vincent frees himself of his jeans, his harden thick cock throbbed. He thrusts his cock inside of China’s tight passage. China let out a long moan, clearly she was loving it and that Vincent was fucking her. China broke free only for a moment as she started to moan and pants while riding on top of Vincent’s harden cock. China tried to keep up with Vincent’ s rhythm, she felt her climax build up and her inner passage walls become slick and she starts to cum.

 

“Uuuh…uuuu, oooh…” China cums even more; her head falls back more. Vincent lowers his head where he sucks and nips his way on down China’s neckline. All the way down to where he took the one harden nipple into his mouth and sucked it. Repeating to do the same to the other nipple.

 

Vincent thrusts harder, feeling China’s inner walls slick. China lets out a whimper as she continues coming. “Uuuh uuu…Vi..ncent..Uuuuuh.” China cums more. Vincent felt the jet stream of milk from China’s nipples. He squeezed the other nipple as it too jetted out with warm milk. China’s nipples harden and becomes even larger. A puddle of mixed cum was on the floor where the two continued on fucking.

 

Vincent pulls out his harden thick long cock out of China, her passage spills out her juices dripping on top of Vince’s cock and onto the floor. China looked at Vincent confused of why he stopped. “You want more…China?” asked Vincent in a low lustrous voice. China breathes heavy and tries to speak.

 

“Either… you just want to use me…or just want to have me up until the point… You will end up replacing me with someone else?” China being brutal and yet honest to him. Vincent was floored to what he heard.

 

“WHAT?” Vincent was pissed off, and just didn’t know where to even start on asking China on why.

 

China grabs her robe and placed it back on herself, she grabs the small blanket and takes it into her hands. She gets up and walks to her bed. She wanted to prove her point to Vincent mainly to what he does to her in a way of making him feel the same rejected feeling He would give her from the past. China didn’t look back, her heart ached, looking down at the blue material still folded in her hands. Her eyes fills up with tears, she tries hard not to break especially when Vincent is still in the room with her.

 

China felt Vincent’s hands resting on her hips, Vincent taking his hand to move China’s hair aside so that he could rest his chin on China’s shoulder. China closed her eyes, her tears falling away from her cheek and lands on to Vincent’s hand that was resting on her hip. Vincent felt the tear drop land on his hand. “You…don’t care for anyone but only…me? Am I right…China? Vincent asked in a more settled tone. He looks down to see that she still held the very same material that once served as a receiving blanket for his dead newborn son. Just before China was about to speak, but Vincent prevented her to speak. Placing his hands around China’s bare torso.

 

“I…refuse… to be used, and being toyed around. I…stopped caring.” China was barely able to finish, she really didn’t know how to answer Vince’s question. She was afraid of giving him her answer. She seriously thought that he didn’t care for her. Mixed feelings only confused her more.

 

Vincent moved to where he stood in front of China. Placing his hand cupping her face and made China look up at him. China opens her eyes looking right into Vincent’s eyes. “Stop saying thing like that; they are not all true. You know that as well as I do; stop avoiding my question and just say it.” Vincent demanded.

 

“Say what? What am I suppose to say?” asked China as she tries to pull herself away from him getting her face free from his hands. Vincent hold China he placed his hand on the side of her face; as he spoke to her it made her stop and her heart skipped a beat. She was shocked to hear what Vincent said to her. China felt Vincent’s hand resting on her torso as he repeated to here again to what he said. China looks back at Vincent as he lifts his head away from China’s.

 

“W…Why?” was all China could really say at the moment. “I..I mean…” China was not able to finish but Vincent spoke up again. “You are afraid to admit anything to me?”

 

China sighs. “I… actually almost did admit to you on what I felt a while ago but I stopped avoided to bring it up I was use to you just up and leave me…again.” She finished and hoped this would be it.

 

“Admit to what? That you… hated me, liked me, what?” Vincent demanded to really know China’s answer. “BOTH! I hated you for… leaving me… after I… I allowed you to… take my virginity away. I thought by me getting to Youkai it would piss you off.. It did, but you took it all in the wrong way. Youkai was more interested in just himself. You… you go off and fuck that other… Bitch…the very one who had your son and allowed her own father to kill him! I kill the Bitch’s father, and I locate … your… son off the side and wrapped him up in this.” China looks down at the material in her hands again, here eyes fill up even more tears. Not caring how much she was hurting and actually letting herself do this in front of Vincent.

 

“I.. thought… I loved you then…I don’t know now; It…its hard for me to even… take in to what you said to me. How do I know what you say is really true? A hell of a time asking me…to have … a child with you, when I was trying to avoid getting pregnant with …you.” China looks down again this time she sees Vincent wearing his jeans but they were not button together just yet. “See, even now.. how will I not know that your planning to up and leave again?” China was already worked up, and felt worthless.

 

Vincent looks at himself then back China. “Your room is dam near freezing… 20 Degrees below zero; I can’t keep using my heat jutsu for too long in here.”

 

“Heat jutsu?” China looked at Vincent, then took a loot at her own room she totally forgot that her room was always the coldest area and kept it that way. “I…Didn’t feel any heat coming form you?” China must have said something to make Vincent to be right there close again and with a mischievous grin. “What now, and what’s with the Grin?” she asked.

 

“My heat Jutsu… of course you never…felt it. I WAS planning on using that with you.” He taunted a bit to her. “Your so not helping me.” China spat. “Neither are you…standing there with your robe not even covered up.” He teased again this time pulling her up against him. China’s silk robe slips away as it falls off her shoulders. Vincent used a little of his Heat jutsu, mainly for China to feel it. China’s body wanted to melt and give in. “Really…lets see you react to this.” Vincent dips his fingers inside of China’s passage setting off his heat jutsu through his fingers. China caught off guard as she lets out a moan. Vincent stops as he growls. He could hear someone about to head to China’s door.

 

“Seems that your needed …again for nursing the twins.” Vincent pulls his fingers out of China’s passage and walks away. Heading into the shared bathroom and into his room where he shuts the door. China yet again was angry, Vincent left here again. She quickly covered herself tying her silk robe in place. She even let her room to stop freezing up. Removing her special seal, her room was now set to be an average 65 degrees.

 

China goes to the door and opened to see her brother and Archimedes. “I know… you want me to be with the twins again.”

 

“Actually… I was heading to see Sasha; I just finished talking to your brother. Are you really secretly hiding your relationship with… Vincent? Archimedes lightly teased. “Why?” China was taken back on how she just answered that so openly. “Its nothing, I think is awesome especially mixing both elements.” Archimedes continues his way down the hall to see Sasha.

 

“What in the hell.. was that all about? Ryder…?” Asked China.

 

“Meh.. forget about it, come on… Ursula is .. having difficulty again with the twins.” Ryder walking along side with his younger sister up to the main room.

 

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