If I Was Your...: Chapter 1

If I was Your...

by Kaline Reine

WARNINGS: Contains male on male, boy love, incest, brotherly love, etc. If you don't like it, don't read it. There is going to be: Chocolate, dreams, torture, swimming, popsicles, torture, pants, no pants, torture, evil, goth music, torture, kissing, and (gasp!) UCHIHACEST!! Oh, and torture... But not necessarily in that order. ItaSasu and SasuIta for those who don't know the pairing by now it is ItachiXSasuke or SasukeXItachi and for the record yes I do expect to get flamed for wiriting this, but they're hot and my story is good, so too bad! It took me a lot of courage to summon up the nerve to do this!

Disclaimer: I do not own Naruto or anything associated with it. I also do not own Marilyn Manson (pouts) or any of his songs.

Please enjoy, and have a sexy day! :D

Chapter 1: Temptation

'6 AM, Christmas morning
No shadows
No reflections here
Lie cheek to cheek in your cold embrace...'

He sat alone, in the corner of a darkened room. He didn't know where he was, but he knew it was cold, and he was all alone. Itachi thought he heard some movement coming from a few feet away, but he wasn't sure. He wasn't sure about anything, including how he got here like this.

'It started so tragic as a slaughterhouse
She pressed the knife against your heart
And say that 'I love you' so much you must kill me now.
'I love you so much you must kill me now'...

If I was your vampire
Slim as the moon
Instead of killing time
We'll have each other till the sun...'

"Itachi..." A sinister voice breathed from behind him.

'If I was your vampire
Death waits for no one.
Put my hands across your face
Because I think our time has come.'

Had he been facing the corner? He didn't remember facing the corner, but he must have been, because he felt cold stone pressing against his back when was forced to turn around.

'Digging your smile apart with my spade tongue
And the hole is where the heart is
We built this tomb together I will fill it alone.'

"Who are you?"

'Beyond the pale
Everything's black no turning back...

If I was your vampire
Slim as the moon
Instead of killing time
We'll have each other till the...'

His Sharingan activated, and he found himself looking into two pools of red and black, so like his own but in their own way different, staring back at him. The younger boy smirked, and drew him even closer. Sasuke pressed up against him; smelling him; tasting him. Itachi thought he would die from bliss when his brother's fangs sank into his neck painfully. But it was strange, he felt no pain. Only pleasure shot through his body, as all kinds of images flashed through his head. Thoughts of them, together...

'If I was your vampire
Death waits for no one.
Put my hands across your face
Because I think our time has come...'

The two brothers were entangled; sweat pouring off their bodies like rain. Itachi let out a moan he had been holding in, and Sasuke whimpered. He bit his brother's neck with fangs of his own, now unable to control the urge. When had he become this monster?

'Blood stained sheets in the shape of your heart
This is where it starts
This is where it will end
Here comes the moon again.'

"I love you," He whispered to Sasuke, caressing the boy's face. "I love you so much you must kill me now..."

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Itachi woke up covered in cold sweat.

'Gross!' He thought, pulling off his pajama bottoms where they clung to him.

He dashed down the hall and into the bathroom, before anyone else could see him. The black pajamas were quickly tossed aside, and he stepped into the shower in one quick fluid motion. Itachi's sculpted seventeen-year-old chest was covered in a warm sensation, as the hot water from the shower ran over his skin, heating it.

His mind flickered back to the dream he'd just had about his brother. And what was with that song? His thoughts were interrupted when his brother burst into the bathroom.

"Sasuke, what the fuck do you think you're doing?!" He shouted, as the fourteen-year-old boy rushed over to the toilet.

"Good morning to you too," Sasuke snapped back, with sarcasm. "I have to pee, shut up aniki!"

Itachi didn't say anything at first, just kept shampooing his hair as if it didn't bother him. The thought of sneaking a peek at the boy was all too tempting, but he knew it was wrong. Maybe it had been the dream? No, he had been having these thoughts in the back of his mind for years now, eating away at him!

"And you couldn't wait to do that until after I got out of the shower?"

"Why?" The raven smirked. "Do you wanna see or something?"

"Foolish otouto, you can be such an ass," Itachi forced himself to exhale. His brother didn't know, did he?! "I meant once I'm out of the room. Just forget it!"

Growling in frustration, Itachi grabbed a towel from the rack by the shower, and stormed out of the room, without looking back. He was done with his shower anyway.

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Sasuke smirked to himself, before going back to the living room. That certainly was an interesting reaction he'd gotten from his older brother.

It had never been easy living with Itachi since he'd quit Akatsuki, and Sasuke had left Orochimaru. They had made an agreement that neither of them would speak about it anymore. The Leaf Village had even forgiven them for what they had done, once they had proven their loyalty. But he had never imagined that living together would be this difficult between them.

The sexual tension was there, and both of them could feel it clearly. Sasuke thought maybe his brother hated him for everything they had both gone through. And in a way, he hated his brother too. Itachi was the reason he had been alone all that time. But at the same time, he was the reason he was not lonely anymore. He had someone now; someone to talk to and spend time with. Sasuke would have given anything for that! Hell, he would give everything.

Shrugging off what had just hapened, and assuming it had just been a weird moment between them, Sasuke went to the kitchen to get a candy bar.

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Itachi emerged from his bedroom wearing black jeans that reached just past his knees, a tight black fishnet unsdershirt, and nothing else, except for a pair of shiny black spiked boots. His brother was sitting on the couch, and flipping through the channels. But that was not what made Itachi's jaw drop.

Sasuke was calmly nibbling at a candy bar. And not just any candy bar; it was white chocolate with white truffle creme filling, which was currently melting all over his younger brother's face and getting him all sticky. He watched on in tortured horror as the white creme trickled down from inside the hard shell, and his Otouto's pink wet tongue lapped it up teasingly. He met his brother's eyes, and Itachi immediately looked away blushing.

"Something wrong, nii-san?" Sasuke asked, letting the white stuff drip down from the corners of his talented mouth.

"Yes, you should be practicing your ninjutsu!" Itachi snapped angrily. He wasn't really mad at his little brother, but he was simply annoyed and sexually frustrated at the moment. Curse whoever had given him that damned chocolate! And it had to be white chocolate too, which reminded Itachi even more of what his little brother would look like if he had a different kind of white stuff in his mouth.

Sasuke put the rest of his candy bar away, but still had the remnants of what he had eaten concealing his features. "I uh... thought maybe we could do something together?"

His brother always ignored him. And now he really wanted to have him to himself for a day. It was the weekend, and there was nothing else to do. Neither of them had any mission or training until next week. But he sighed inwardly, knowing that his older brother would say no, like he always did.

Itachi smiled. Wait, he smiled?! "Well, we could go swimming..."

"Really?" The younger boy's eyes went wide. "You're serious?"

He only nodded in response, and continued on his way to the kitchen to get himself a drink. If the tempting little Uchiha continued to tease him like that, he was going to need it! To top it off, he had been sitting there in his boxers the whole time... Damn him!

"I'll be right back, I'm going to go get dressed!"

"Fine, whatever... Sasuke?"

He paused at the entrance to his room. "Hn."

"Clean off your face."

Sasuke smirked, as he shut the door behind himself. So he had noticed after all... This was going to be a much funner day than he had realized! But why was Itachi acting so strange around him? He knew it was odd to think about your brother in the way that he did, but he honestly couldn't help it. The older Uchiha was dead sexy, and he knew his performance with the chocolate bar had gotten him more than a little distracted.

'Oh man! I so did not think that just now!' He hit himself in the head with his palm, before snatching up a pair of black sweat pants and a white T-shirt.

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On their way to the river, the two siblings had made their way casually through town. Sasuke had noticed a stand where they sold frozen desserts. It was only open on weekends, and he never got to spend time with his brother often. It almost made him feel like celebrating.

"Hey Itachi, I'm gonna go get a popsicle," He said before walking off.

His brother's hand pulled him back, and shoved some money in his face. "Get me one too."

"Hn."

While Sasuke was gone, Itachi was trying to come up with a way to stop acting so pleasant around the boy. People were going to think weird things if they saw how much he was smiling and what a good mood he was in. Especially when compared to how solemn and brooding he normally was. His eyes caught the movement of Sasuke breaking apart the ice blue popsicle into two halves.

'Is that what happened to us?' Itachi found himself wondering, as he took his half from his younger brother. 'Were we torn apart too?'

It seems he was not yet done torturing the older Uchiha. Sasuke licked and sucked on his popsicle until most of it was stuffed into his mouth, with only a tiny bit left showing. Itachi could feel himself hardening as he stared at the way his baby brother worked the frozen treat. He then proceeded to slide the whole thing out of his mouth slowly before plunging it back in again. Could his older brother survive this day?

Itachi whimpered as he watched Sasuke, but when he felt something cold run down his hand, he remembered than he had one as well. Looking the younger Uchiha in the eye, he gave the tip a small lick before biting down on his popsicle hard. He hoped Sasuke would percieve it as a threat.

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By the time they got to the river, both boys had finished their popsicles, and tossed them away. Itachi was still struggling with his painful arousal, while kicking off his shoes, and Sasuke was already removing his clothes to get in the water. Without warning, he shoved Itachi into the cool refreshing liquid, before he could blink. So much for being aroused...

"You'll pay for that, otouto," Itachi scowled at his brother, and activated his Sharingan. "I still have my clothes on!"

"Would you like me to take them off for you, aniki?" Sasuke asked, as he swam up to his older brother, wearing just his boxers.

"Um, ah..." He backed away at the feeling of his brother's hands on his taut stomach. He was literally at a loss for words. "I don't need..."

Itachi had tried to mumble out his protest, he really did. But when Sasuke's fingers began playing with the buckle of his belt, he forgot how to talk. What was his baby brother doing to him? He didn't think he could last much longer without going insane, but fortunately his pants were off by now, and his shirt followed soon after. Sasuke placed them on the edge of the riverbank and swam a few feet downstream.

Now that it was over, Itachi felt incredibly stupid for thinking his little brother was flirting with him. Sasuke would never do that, would he? The older Uchiha watched him swim around for a few moments before deciding he was just being brotherly toward him.

'If only you knew, otouto... If only you knew.'

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A/N: Lol, Sasuke was getting all sticky with the candy bar, and Itachi is having morbid dreams. Nice. Oh, and there really are candy bars like that, they're made by Lindt and they are so good! Heeheehee, Itachi's a stripper and he won the wet T-shirt contest, XD. j/k. There was too much food-teasing in this chapter, I know. But I see it so much in other fics, I wanted to try it. This turned out better than expected, and I gave them both a clothing makeover, hope you don't mind. Lol. Obviously this fic is going to be even worse than Chains and Bells! LMAO Wow this is going to my first Yaoi fic that is more than one chapter long. That's right! There is more on the way, people. MUCH more!! But not unless you review and comment! I could really use the input on this one. Thanks.

Oh yeah, have a sexy day! :D

-Kaline Reine