Virginity of the Soul: Step 2: Temptation

 

Virginity of the Soul

Step 2: Temptation

The sounds of the television filled the room and the sun was shining brightly inside. Kanna was sitting on the couch with her arms crossed in front of her chest. The clock was gleaming red indicating that it was 3 o'clock in the afternoon. Kanna had nothing to do but watch TV while she waited for her guest to finally wake up.

 

How was she supposed to know if her plan worked unless Kagome shared with her?

 

She had been quite surprised to find her knocking at her door at two in the morning. She should have been spending the whole night in the club or even at another man's house. Why had she ended up at her house? She sighed in frustration and glanced at the clock one more time. If Kagome didn't wake up soon she was going to kick her out of bed.

 

She took a deep breath while putting on a façade. She had to play the part of the best friend who was concerned for the girl she considered her sister not the jealous mistress who wanted the wife out of the way.

 

"Hey."

 

Kanna turned her head and spotted Kagome leaning against the doorway. "Hey, how you feeling?" she asked with a smile.

 

Kagome shrugged. "I feel terrible."

 

She swallowed hard before taking a deep breath. Kagome dragged her body towards the couch and plopped down beside her friend. She leaned her head on Kanna's shoulder while trying to figure out how to begin this conversation. Could she share with her best friend just what a terrible thing she had done?

 

Kanna gently wrapped an arm around Kagome and brushed her bangs aside. "So, are you gonna tell me what's up? What happened last night, hun?"

 

Kagome sighed. "I hate myself right now."

 

Kanna tried to hide the smirk that wanted to appear on her lips. "Oh," she simply said. "Why is that? Because you flirted?"

 

She was ready to tell her the tale of what happened with Sesshomaru when suddenly she was reminded of a very important detail. "Wait, Kanna." She pulled herself away from her best friend and gave her a suspicious look. "Why did you send me to a sex club?"

Kanna raised an eyebrow. "A sex club? What are you talking about Kagome?"

 

"I mean you sent me to a creepy freaky sex club where they keep you locked in until the night is over."

 

The white haired girl raised her hand in the air in an innocent manner. "I did not send you anywhere like that Kagome. It's a regular club. I used to go there all the time."

 

"Well, it was anything but regular."

 

Kanna's eyes began to tear up a little. "Well, I guess they changed it. I mean I don't know. Why would I send you somewhere like that?"

 

Kagome took a deep breath before nodding. She was right; they had been best friends their entire lives. There was no reason for Kanna to lie to her or do anything like that. "I'm sorry. I just – I thought you sent me to this weird place, and I got so scared there…"

 

"Scared? Oh no," Kanna said before grabbing Kagome's hand. "What happened?"

 

"There were these men and they wouldn't leave me alone. They were kind of pushy and there was no way out."

 

"They didn't –"

 

"No, no!" Kagome replied by cutting her short. "Someone helped."

 

"Someone?"

 

Kanna was her best friend; she could tell her anything right? "It was…it was Sesshomaru."

 

Her friend's mouth opened wide and then closed. "Sesshomaru? As in Inuyasha's brother?"

 

When Kagome nodded, Kanna felt fireworks exploded inside of her. This was way better than she could have ever imagined. Sessho-freaking-maru went to that kind of club? Now she almost regretted not going there more often. She did love Inuyasha but Sesshomaru was quite yummy. Nonetheless, this was helping her plan even more.

 

If Kagome had hooked up with Sesshomaru…it would destroy Inuyasha!

 

"Did you guys…you know?"

 

Immediately a blush appeared on Kagome's cheek. They hadn't done a lot but the memories were enough to change her train of thoughts. "Well, we just – it was barely anything. It was just enough you know… so the others wouldn't go near me."

 

And a little more.

 

"So… you guys just parted ways afterwards?"

 

"Not exactly. I mean, we realized it was wrong and he forced them to let me go and then I came here."

 

How could she possibly go back to Inuyasha after she had a heated moment with his brother? She had actually enjoyed what he had done and she couldn't remember the last time she had wanted something so badly. Heck, she couldn't remember the last time she had been so wet and ready. This was terrible! She shouldn't have lowered herself to Inuyasha's level. She was better than that.

 

"I guess that explains the marks on your legs."

 

Kagome's head shot up before she lowered it again to peek at her legs. The claw marks Sesshomaru left on her legs last night were clearly visible. Oh god, how would she face Inuyasha now? Her body was marked and there was proof all over her.

 

"Look Kagome, are you going to see him again?"

 

She shook her head. "I won't see him again and I am never going to that place again."

 

"Then you did nothing wrong. I mean Inuyasha slept with another woman. You just fooled around with his brother to get yourself out of a tight spot right?"

 

She nodded.

 

"There you go. I mean you didn't really want to do it in the first place. Who cares? Take a shower, go back to your husband and keep it as your little secret. Now you both have one."

 

"I don't know Kanna. I don't think I can keep it to myself. I mean –"

 

"No!" Kanna cut her off. "I know you. You're going to stay with Inuyasha despite what he's doing to you. At least you should have this secret."

 

She wanted Kagome to have this secret because it would drive her crazy. Also, Kanna knew she would want to talk to Sesshomaru and clarify the situation. The more Kagome tried to fix this situation the worse it would get. Also, the guilt would eat her alive and it would be a wonderful thing to watch. It was time she paid for stealing Inuyasha.

 

"I don't know."

 

"Just try, if you can't take it, just call me."

 

Kagome nodded and ignored what her heart was telling her. She was a terrible liar; Inuyasha would find out the moment he looked at her. Not only that but he would definitely smell him on her.

 

"Now take a shower, change and go back to your husband."

 

Right, a shower. That should be enough to get rid of the scent right? It wasn't like they had gone all the way or anything like that. Yes, a nice shower with a lot of soap would take care of the problem. Then all that was left was for her to not betray herself.

 

Kagome threw her arms around Kanna and hugged her tightly. "I don't know what I would do without

you."

 

"You know I'm always here for you."

-V-

A vibrating sound echoed through the room which broke the deadly silence. Sesshomaru poked his hand out of the blanket and finally slammed on his phone to stop the annoying noise. Then, he smacked his hand on his face. He did not need to look at the time to guess it was very late. Last night had been very eventful which had caused him to go overtime.

 

After Kagome, he had spent his night fucking three different women. Usually he stuck with one for the whole night, but he had been too frustrated. Kagome was a married woman, she should have made his task difficult but instead she had reacted to his every touch. To be honest, he did not even know how he had managed to stop himself.

 

He had wanted her for so long… he had her and he had put a halt to it.

 

It was better that way; her feelings had been guiding her because of his brother's betrayal. In the end, she would have either spent her life regretting it or she would have blamed him for forcing himself on her or something.

 

However, it would be quite difficult to chase away the feeling of his fangs sunk in her flesh. He could still remember the taste of her sweet nectar and the scent of her blood. And to think Inuyasha didn't even please her properly… He could tell his brother had never gone down on her by her surprised reaction..

 

Perhaps he preferred doing that on his other woman. His brother truly was never satisfied until he had too much of everything. He never cared who got hurt in the process.

 

"Are you getting up already?"

 

At the sound of an annoying womanly voice, Sesshomaru was brought back to reality. Right. He had come home with that woman last night. His erection had refused to die down and his frustration had been too much to handle. Since the club was closing and he hadn't reached satisfaction he had carried one of the sluts back with him.

 

Now he regretted it.

 

"I have work. You need to get out of here."

 

The woman pouted before grabbing his thigh with her hand. "Come on, I'm sure you'd like another round."

 

She had been trying to capture his attention for a while and last night she had finally obtained it. She would not let him slip through her fingers without getting as much as she could out of him. Sesshomaru was not known for fucking the same woman twice. Though he also never took women home, so she had already broken his routine.

 

Sesshomaru observed her features and pondered her suggestion. She was worthless and he didn't want her. Nevertheless, it was hard to ignore that she almost resembled Kagome with her blue eyes and long dark locks.. Thinking about Kagome had managed to bring back his erection and he wouldn't be against getting rid of it.

 

He quickly grabbed her by the hips before flipping her on her stomach; if he could see her face it would ruin the whole illusion. He could sense her excitement as he positioned himself on top of her with his throbbing erection resting on top of her ass. Now all he had to do was imagine she was Kagome, which had just gotten a lot easier now that he knew what she tasted like.

 

In one powerful thrust, he shoved his cock inside the woman's wet core and began pounding away. Unlike Kagome, this woman didn't need any warming up; she was already soaking wet. His length was sliding in and out with ease while her moans were getting louder and louder. Her sounds of pleasure were vulgar compared to Kagome's that were sweet and innocent.

 

"Sessh-Sesshomaru."

 

"Do not speak."

 

Her voice was enough to bring him back to reality and it was the one thing he was trying to avoid. He needed to seclude himself in his own mind to be able to even pretend this was Kagome. She would be much tighter than this and he could imagine her blushing the entire time. Even though she was married, he knew she probably had not experienced a lot.

 

He could show her so much. He could make her feel things she never even thought were possible.

 

And there ended the fantasy.

 

Now that he was completely sober and it was day again he couldn't pretend. It was one thing to do it inside the club but in his own home it was too difficult. It was with great frustration that he pulled himself out and pushed the woman aside.

 

"Sesshomaru?" she asked with confusion in her voice.

 

"I told you, get out."

 

He put his feet against the cold floor, ran his hand through his hair, and forced himself up. His erection was prominently throbbing in front of him, but he ignored it as he walked towards the shower. He could hear the woman's sighs but he did not care. Heck, he did not even know her name; why should he care?

 

He just needed a very cold shower.

-V-

"Hey babe."

 

Kagome jumped at the sound of Inuyasha's voice and wrapped her fingers around the handle tightly. She took a deep breath wondering how she would even face him. Maybe she could keep her back faced to him forever and then there would be no problem right?

 

At the moment her emotions were a mess. Not only did she feel guilty for what she did but, she was also mad at him for what he did.

 

How could they keep all these secrets from each other?

 

"Hey."

 

Ignoring the way her body was trembling, she spun around and offered her husband her most sincere smile. He returned the gesture and then re-focused his attention on the TV again. The instant he was no longer looking at her, Kagome began to breathe more easily. Maybe she could do this right?

 

Inuyasha did his best to pretend he was interested in the program that was currently playing. He had cheated on Kagome more than once already but this time it was a little different. Kanna had sent him some sexy pictures minutes before Kagome's arrival and he wasn't sure he had shaken off the horniness just yet.

 

How could he? The little tease had made sure he was all worked up. Now all he could do was hide his obvious problem with a pillow and hope Kagome wouldn't notice.

 

Her entire body was shaking when she joined him on the couch while attempting to keep a straight face. "Whatcha watching?"

 

"Just some show."

 

"Oh."

 

In the back of her mind she could not help but wonder if he spent the night alone in their bed or if he went somewhere. Maybe he even brought that girl in their home. Now she would feel the need to change the sheets all the time.

 

Damn Kanna. Kagome had spent the night there which meant Kanna knew when Kagome would return. Why had she sent the pictures now? It had been quite a while since he had last been with her and since he and Kagome had not been intimidate in a while he was accumulating the pent up frustration.

 

He did not know exactly how he and Kanna happened; he was happy with Kagome. She was a good wife and she was breath taking. They had as much sex as he wanted and he was always satisfied. Maybe it was because she was human and she did not know that dark side of him he kept hidden for her sake. Kanna on the other hand, she understood his problem.

 

She was a half youkai, just like he was.

 

When he was with her he could unleash himself and he never had to be afraid to hurt her. Every time he made love to Kagome he treated her like a porcelain doll because it was what she was. He could break and shatter her so easily and it killed him inside.

 

Kagome glued her lips together and leaned forward. Part of her was hoping she could detect a foreign scent even though it was foolish since her nose was not as powerful as his. If anything she should be worried that he would smell his brother on her despite the shower.

 

Bad thoughts of Sesshomaru began to flood her mind and she could clearly recall him shoving his tongue deep inside of her. Now because of him, she would forever know what she was missing out on.

 

Unluckily for Kagome, Inuyasha noticed her close presence and turned his head.

 

"Kagome?" he inquired with an arched eyebrow.

 

It was easy to notice the scent coming from her but he had to admit it was unexpected. When was the last time she had initiated it? He was with Kanna but she was a mistress, Kagome was his wife. There was no reason why he could not enjoy her too right? It would also take care of his little problem.

 

And she would never know the cause of his erection was another woman.

 

Inuyasha decided to give her no time to reply and rapidly pressed his lips against hers. His actions caused Kagome's eyes to open wide while he moved his mouth with his tongue poking for access. In the midst of her surprise, she granted him what he was demanding.

 

His tongue invaded her moist cavern and began a fight with hers. He was horny; she could tell. Had it been her who had set it off with her thoughts about his brother or was it his mysterious girl? How could she be with him when he was thinking about someone else?

 

But if she turned him down, then he would ask questions. Then, if she faced him with the truth of her betrayal, she would tell him about Sesshomaru. It would not be fair to accuse him of cheating and yell at him without coming clean herself. And then all hell would break loose and she would involve an innocent party and in the end… she would take all the blame wouldn't she? It would be a mess even she didn't know she could fix.

 

It was so much easier to go along with it, but could she actually do that? It would kill her inside but she loved Inuyasha even if he betrayed her; she could not help but love him. He was all she knew, he was the one she had spent her whole life with. She had no idea how to be with someone else and a part of her didn't want to be with another person.

 

Kagome could sense the tears coming to her and she chose to chase them away by closing her eyes. She grabbed his face with both of her hands and returned the kiss with all of the passion she could gather. She could feel his hands moving on her body and caressing her curves. She wanted to think about his hands on her but all she could picture in her mind was Sesshomaru.

 

Her knees had gone weak with desire when he had tugged and pulled at her clothes. He always gave off cold vibes but his hands had been smooth and his flesh heated. And those fangs. While she recalled the feeling of their pointy ends on her skin she found herself groaning.

 

She wanted a male. And those thoughts nearly made her forget that it was her cheating husband's hands that were on her body.

 

Inuyasha smirked against her lips and he assumed he caused her sounds of pleasure. Now as he was cupping her breasts with his hands, he wondered why he ever stopped doing his wife. Kanna was nice and freaky but there was something about Kagome's pureness that was a real turn on. The smallest amount of work was enough to set her off.

 

And then, the moment was broken when the phone rang.

 

In the past, Inuyasha would have ignored it but a part of him was hoping it was Kanna. She had teased him and he wanted to know if he was finally going to obtain some sort of reward for being so patient.

 

"Fuckin' timing," he said as he pulled away from her.

Kagome couldn't help but feel dumbstruck. Had he truly chose to answer a phone call over having sex with her? She had decided to ignore his betrayal because of the love she had for him and he could not even give her the decency of pretending he desired her? The tears were burning her eyes and she could barely hold them back.

 

Why was she the only one carrying guilt, the one acting like everything was normal for the sake of everyone?

 

As she watched Inuyasha pick up his phone she made a dash for the bedroom. It was foolish of her to believe their relationship could go back to the way it used to be simply because she had disgustingly gotten even – barely actually but nonetheless. She would not be able to see him the same way. He had betrayed her when all she had ever offered him was love.

 

But – but Kanna had been right. She didn't know to leave Inuyasha. Even if she decided to hurt everyone then – how was she supposed to move on?

 

She buried her face in one of the blue pillows and finally allowed the tears to flow. As the tears left her eyes she experienced relief for the first time in two days. She was allowing herself to feel instead of holding it all back.

 

"Kagome – I forgot we're supposed to have dinner at my –"Inuyasha stopped when the scent of tears reached his nose. "Kags?"

 

He frowned while hurrying to the bed. He gently rested his hand on the back of her hand and caressed her hair. "Kag? What's wrong? Is it because I answered the phone?"

 

Now he felt guilty. Why did she have to cry?

 

Pull yourself together girl. She shook her head before raising her head and putting on the best smile she could. "I guess I'm just a little tired."

 

Inuyasha smiled softly at her and cupped her cheek gently. "Are you sure?"

 

She nodded.

 

"I don't wanna hurt you Kag. I love you."

 

Kagome was well aware that he was speaking lies; if he loved her he wouldn't be with someone else. Nonetheless, the way his eyes shone and the sincerity in his voice; it was enough to convince her. Inuyasha had not stopped loving her. If he had, he would have left her by now. Whoever he had on the side, it was his new shiny toy.

 

Maybe, it wouldn't be permanent.

 

And then, she could slowly kill herself with the knowledge that for a while, he had someone else. But they would be together. And god she sounded pathetic. Maybe – maybe she simply wanted him to come clean about it. She wished Inuyasha would have the decency to be honest with her.

 

They had both sacrifice too much to let everything go at the first hurdle. And in a way, she could finally understand what Kanna had meant the other day. Despite Kagome's wish to not betray Inuyasha, in a way it was good. It made it feel even.

 

"We're supposed to have dinner at my parents, I forgot."

 

Maybe being around people would help. "You don't seem very happy."

 

He rolled his eyes. "Sesshomaru's gonna be there. I can't stand that asshole."

 

Sesshomaru? And for a second she stopped breathing.

 

"Kagome, you're okay?"

 

"Uh? Oh yes. Mm, I – am I'll get ready."

 

Sesshomaru. So soon? Really? There was no way she would even be able to look at him in the face. He would obviously act calm and collected. She on the other hand might be the one to blow up the whole thing. No. It had been a mistake and there was nothing to be embarrassed about. Except maybe his tongue down her core. Wait. No. No thinking about that.

 

She was screwed.

-V-

"KAGOME!" Izayoi's voice echoed through with happiness as she threw her arms around her daughter-in-law.

 

Once she was done hugging Kagome, she glared at her son. "You're late you know. Why did I even bother to remind you?"

 

"I'm happy to see you too Mom," he said almost rolling his eyes.

 

"I'll be happy to see you when you can go one dinner without fighting with your brother."

 

"Of course, he's already here."

 

At the mention of Sesshomaru's name, Kagome's body completely froze. She found herself tilting her body and waiting for him to come in view. She did not want to see him, but she knew the sooner they got it over with, the better.

 

And then it happened.

 

Izayoi moved out of the way and Sesshomaru began walking in their direction. He was wearing the same kind of clothes he did that night – though he always did wear suits. His long silver hair was in a ponytail and his amber eyes were focused on Inuyasha. Somehow she preferred that.

 

"Inuyasha."

 

"Sess."

 

Instead of giving Inuyasha a response to his childishness, his eyes flickered to Kagome. Oh he could very much upset Inuyasha if he truly wanted to. Of course it would all be pointless because then, it was obvious he would never get a taste of her if he told Inuyasha what happened. From the emotions radiating in the room through their auras he could tell she was still not a peace.

 

However, now she was no longer under the shock.

 

Sesshomaru did not expect her to return that to club ever, but he did think she would not handle Inuyasha's cheating ways for very long. If she wanted to stay with him, she'd want to get even. And he'd wait. Because he knew just how wet he could make her and that was the one way to truly get back at Inuyasha.

 

"Kagome," he said politely with his regular cold tone.

 

There was the Sesshomaru she was used to. The one at the club had been filledwith emotions and sensuality and – oh god, she could not think about that. If he could keep a straight face in front of her, she could do the same right?

 

"Sesshomaru."

 

She could hear her heart beating faster and faster with each passing second their eyes remained set on each other. And then, he freed her from this anxious moment and glanced away.

 

Involuntarily, Kagome sighed heavily. Inuyasha turned his head and gave her a strange look, but all she did was offer him a forced smile before following everyone in the kitchen. At the moment she did not wish to be alone with either Inuyasha or Sesshomaru. The more they would be, the easier it would be for her to act normal.

 

When she had agreed to go along with Kanna's idea, she never thought it would turn out to be this complicated.

 

The moments passed and dinner was fairly silent except for Izayoi doing her best to keep the conversation going. It was not very unusual for these events to be awkward; every time Sesshomaru and Inuyasha were in a room together, there was tension. The only version of the story Kagome had heard was Inuyasha's and apparently Sesshomaru had always bullied him.

 

Strangely, she didn't see him sinking so low, she saw him doing something subtler than straight on bullying.

 

Out of the blue, Kagome felt Inuyasha's hand on her thigh and she stiffened. She pressed her lips together and suddenly coughed. She grabbed hold of her napkin and whipped her mouth. "Excuse me," she said before rising to her feet and letting Inuyasha's hand fall into emptiness.

 

"Are you alright, dear?" Izayoi inquired with a shifty glance. "We'll have dessert soon."

 

Kagome nodded. "I'm fine."

 

She just wanted to be in a different room than Inuyasha and Sesshomaru. Kagome ran in the hallway until she reached an empty guest bedroom. She closed the door and pressed her back against it. Her whole mind was in chaos and tears were burning her eyes. How was she supposed to handle Inuyasha's cheating ways and – and be around Sesshomaru?

 

How could she live with herself and this life?

 

She ran her fingers through her hair before banging her head against the wall. Yes, all the memories were vivid in her mind and she remembered clearly what he had made her experience but… This was slipping from her control and fast. If she didn't pull either herself or her life together –

 

A knock on the door broke Kagome from her thoughts and she arched an eyebrow. Inuyasha had come looking for her? That was quite unusual. She opened the door with a sigh.

 

"Inuyasha, I'm fine, I'm just a little light-"

 

Instead of finding her husband standing in front of her, she found Sesshomaru.

 

"May I?" he asked, completely collected.

 

"Hm-I-hm," she stammered.

 

Nonetheless, Kagome backed away and allowed him to enter the room. Why? She didn't have a clue; maybe she hoped his obvious ways of dealing with this would rub off on her, maybe she hoped he would help her make sense of this. Then again, she could not forget that they were not friends and that it was a barely existent elationship as in laws that connected them.

 

"What is it?" she asked with as much confidence as she could gather.

 

Her heartbeat was echoing in his mind and he could feel her blood pulsing. Her attractive scent was being masked by her confusion and fear. He had simply been wandering, hoping to feel her, when he had caught a drift of arousal. Her arousal. Of course, he should have still kept his distance. In her mind, he was not interested in her and he had only helped her out of pack obligations.

 

"I will not speak to my brother about what occurred."

 

Kagome scoffed since she lacked the ability to have any other reaction. 'Nothing happened, it was a mistake." It was; she didn't mean to go in that club.

 

"He has been unfaithful. He cannot judge what you did." He wanted to ask why she was acting as if nothing happened, but he would not get an answer.

 

Kagome crossed her arms, slightly irritated. "My relationship with Inuyasha is none of your business."

 

Of course, last night it had been when he rescued her from a group of perverts. She should have been slightly nicer to him since he had helped her, but there was something about his attitude… If she was honest she much preferred the one from the club. His hands all over her and that tongue of his shoved deep inside…

 

A blush crept up on her cheeks while she forced herself to glance at the floor in embarrassment. Unfortunately it was too late since he had noticed.

 

"I won't mention you were in a place like that," she said in the hopes to deviate his attention.

 

He chuckled – almost lightly. "Obviously. How you would ever explain your knowledge of my whereabouts?" He took a step in her direction, his eyes set on her as if she were his prey. "I have no shame in my activities." He would not want it to be announced, but he was willing to play the confidant part. "The body wants what it wants."

 

Kagome almost shivered at the sound of his husky voice. Her body knew exactly what it wanted at this moment. Her only option was to completely back into the wall to create some distance between them. Why was her body so quick to react to him? Maybe it was because he had erupted feelings and desires she had always secretly wanted but it was no reason to be this unfaithful. She didn't care if nothing was happening; this reaction was enough to make her feel bad.

 

Sesshomaru leaned forward. "It is what your body wants."

Now would be the time to leave before he made a mistake. Everyone was in the house and nearly all of them were youkais; he was playing a dangerous game. Despite that, her cheeks were flushed, her breathing was hitched and she was swirling with the most delicious scent. Kagome was the good little girl and to her he represented everything she didn't want and avoided.

 

He was cold, detached and he meant cheating. Her mind didn't want it but her body did.

 

When he gave up and pressed his hands against the wall on each side of her head, he expected her to be upset but instead she remained still. She licked her lips nervously and he smirked at her.

Kagome felt a burning fire between her legs and she was tempted to tilt her head back. It was as if she was at the club again. Raw desire and forceful sensuality. Everything she had thought Inuyasha would bring considering he was half youkai. Instead it was Sesshomaru that made her feel this way.

 

This was not her; even if Inuyasha was a cheater, she wasn't.

 

She swallowed hard before attempting to sneak away from Sesshomaru. When her hand was about to grab the handle she felt his arms wrap around her waist. He quickly spun her and before she could react, his lips crashed on hers. Instead of fighting him, she shyly returned the kiss and felt his hands squeezed down her hips.

 

She didn't mean to participate, not really.

 

His claws were poking at her and his lips were burning hot. He was sucking and biting on her bottom lip, careless of what damage it might leave behind. When he finally pulled away, she inhaled loudly, her lips red and plucking. It was while she was breathless that he pushed her against the nearest wall and brought his lips to her neck and his hand on her thigh.

 

Control, he kept repeating to himself. A part of him hoped she would put up a fight, because then he'd release her.

 

She felt his hand drag down her leg, near the end of her dress and her mind was telling her it was wrong. She had to tell him to stop and leave. She needed to be back by her husband's side. But her body refused to move. She was waiting for his hand to finally touch her flesh. She felt trapped and desired and after the emotions she went through putting up a fake façade in front of her cheating husband… it felt good.

 

Inuyasha had destroyed what remained of her self-esteem. Sesshomaru was building it back up.

 

Was it so wrong?

 

His hand glided under her dress and he was near her burning spot. His fingertips were tickling at it and she was holding her breath. Just a little further. She bit down hard on her bottom lip and kept her eyes tightly shut. If she remained in her mind, then it was as if it was all an illusion, all a fantasy; nothing to feel guilty about.

 

Sesshomaru held back a growl before his fingers finally touched his prize. He could feel her wetness through her panties and he smirked in satisfaction. Her lips parted and she tilted her head to the side as if his touch was relieving her from her tension. He dared to push her underwear aside and his fingers were rewarded by her flow of nectar.

 

His fingers and palm were sticky from her wetness and he wasted no time. He inserted one of his digits inside of her and felt her clench around it. Her hips buckled before he pushed it as deep as possible, enjoying her reaction. The quietest moan slipped her lips and for a second he was on alert of for someone's presence.

 

Although, being found out was half the fun. Even though this would probably not go any further if Inuyasha walked on them. It didn't prevent him from picking up the speed and twirling his finger inside of her.

 

Kagome tried to dig her nails in the wall in a foolish try to control her desire. She couldn't be loud: she shouldn't even be doing this. She kept telling herself she would eventually stop it, that it wouldn't spiral out of control… she just wanted one more second.

 

When was the last time Inuyasha had touched her? Paid attention to her? Loved her? But he had all this time to do it to someone else. Yet, she suffered silently.

 

Mixed with her arousal, Sesshomaru could smell sadness. It was him, Inuyasha. He refused to let her think of him while he was with her. He roughly grasped one of her legs before wrapping it around his waist giving him better access. He then moved his mouth to hers and his fangs nibble at her top lip. He added another finger to the mix and pumped in and out of her rapidly.

 

Sesshomaru could feel the blood rushing to his length and he did his best to not growl. She was even more willing now than she had been yesterday. He could fuck her right here, in his parents' house with her husband nearby. It would be the most satisfying moment of his life.

 

But he wouldn't.

 

He didn't have enough time and he couldn't take her like he wanted. Instead he would have to show her he could provide her with satisfaction. He pulled himself from her pouted lips and guided his mouth to her neck. He made his way down to her breasts, biting the skin on his way nearly to the point of breaking it. What a shame that he couldn't leave a mark behind.

 

Sesshomaru wanted her porcelain skin tainted with his presence.

 

He released her leg, though she kept it in that position most likely because it allowed him so deep inside of her, and then tugged at her dress' v-neck. When it almost ripped, her breast was free and her erect nipple poked out. Sesshomaru wasted no time and damaged the skin with his fangs. He made up for the pain by gently lapping around her nipple which made her squirm under his touch.

 

His erection was rubbing against her leg and he was becoming slightly tired of this dry humping. Nonetheless, he'd keep himself controlled for now. He had a much better idea of how he would have her for the first time.

 

Kagome released the wall and grabbed on to this shoulders. She wanted to scream. Her flesh was on fire and his fingers were torturing her from the inside. Last night she had been teased and left frustrated but this time – well she couldn't possibly bear it a second time. She clenched her toes and bit the inside of her lip almost drawing blood.

 

And then he curled his fingers.

 

Over. And over. And over.

 

The tips were brushing against her very sensitive spot and she almost bent in two in his hold. Sweat was beginning to drip down her back while she held back an orgasm that could not be avoided. Her lips gently touched the skin of his neck and he moved to give her better access. Obviously she was not doing it on purpose, but the more heighten her emotions were, the more she would want him.

 

Kagome might be human, but she had been around demons for most of her life. That she wanted it or not, she had been imprinted by it and her body and aura knew even if her mind didn't; he was the alpha. She was unmarked and now he, the more powerful male, was courting her.

 

Because of her miko origins she was sensitive to this. She couldn't ignore the basic rule; mate with the strongest. Yes, there was love, but since Inuyasha was slowly taking that away from her…

It left desires and lust.

 

Kagome was maintaining a small amount of self control when she then felt Sesshomaru's tongue on her ear. A jolt went down her spin and she twisted her body around under the sensation. Her short nails dug in the flesh of his neck and she dragged down. He almost hissed when blood came to the surface but it didn't spill.

 

It was her body he wanted to mark. But he'd take a little of her roughness.

 

He could feel her clenching around his fingers and increasing the spilling flow of her nectar. It was with a dark smirk upon his lips that he grabbed her chin and forced her to look at him. A bright red blush was covering her cheeks and he could see her fleeting glance. However, if he was going to bring her pleasure, she would know who was responsible for it.

 

Sesshomaru noticed her closing eyelids and tightened his grip on her face. "Do not close your eyes."

 

His warm breath was tickling her skin which made her chest heave even more. He was demanding and cocky, yet she obeyed. This was so wrong that the puddle of warmth inside of her was ready to be unleashed. There was still a part of her that refused to be completely accepting of this. And then, she made a move. This time, she kissed him.

 

Her lips were dried from her heavy breathing, but it did not stop him from appreciating the willing gesture. He slipped his tongue inside her moist cavern and she did not even budge in surprise. Pleased, he decided to reward her. While his tongue battled hers inside her mouth, he applied pressure with his fingertips on her weak spot.

 

She opened her mouth wide against his while he felt everything inside of her collapse. Her juices began dripping and soon enough his entire hand was coated with her orgasm while she fell apart in his arms. It was but one of his hands around her neck that kept her together while he felt the pounding of her heart against his chest. She was breathless against his lips and her tongue was completely giving up the fight.

 

Her nectar leaked down her legs and to the floor and he felt satisfied. He sensually ran his tongue across her top lip causing it to pout before removing his fingers from inside of her. It caused another wave of wetness to smear over her long flawless legs and she buckled.

 

He snaked is arm around her waist and then brought his drenched fingers to his mouth. His eyes never left hers while he inserted them in his mouth, tasting her. Soon enough he would drink her climax from the source and he'd never stop lapping.

 

Sesshomaru watched her lips part while he released his hold on her. Unable to hold herself on her wobbly legs, she collapsed to the floor. Sesshomaru gently bent down even though his erection was ready to burst of his pants.

 

"I will come again for you," he tickled with a whisper against her ear.

 

When he lifted himself back up, she could feel his impressive length press against her face and she slumped. Once he disappeared from her view, the footsteps echoed through.

 

And her heart palpitated.

 

She could feel a throbbing deep inside her core and she knew, with her womanhood still craving his touch and her sticky inner thighs that nobody else but him could make it stop.

Kagome believed him; he'd come again. And she wanted him too and she hated herself for it.

 

She was weak for his dominance.

-V-