ah I know how you feel. I try to finish things and fuck them up too.. and as for Lestat, I'd lie. Then he'd read my mind and see I was lying and be like: "Begone wench!" lol!
I want to go to New Orlean on rue Royal, just to see if i might catch a glimpse, sometime i believe he exist and asked Anne Rice to be the name behind his book... Im crazy...
lol!